My Dearest Neil,
Thank you very much for your kind letter. I have checked, and it seems, according to my observation, that it’s best for you to work outside. See if you can manage that.
If that is not possible now, then work here in the meantime, but try to do better and transform your attitude more to the Dharma and to be more positive, so that you can benefit others more. Also, make your actions towards others and your work better. If it is outside work, then do that.
However, whatever you do, please do it with bodhicitta, the good heart, and with the thought of benefiting others.
With much love and prayer...