Tara The Liberator
Lama Zopa Rinpoche
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From two teachings given at Kopan
Monastery and Himalayan Yogic Institute, Nepal in May
1987. Originally published as a Wisdom Transcript by
Wisdom Publications in 1993.
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The ultimate meaning of life
First I would like to thank everybody from my heart for
coming to this meditation course. I rejoice greatly that
you want to make your life beneficial for other sentient
beings by developing your mind, that you are concerned about
the happiness of others. I thank all of you from my heart.
You do not do meditation courses and
spiritual practice to have a healthy body, and not even to
have temporary
peace
of mind; you do spiritual practice to have everlasting
mind-peace, with ultimate liberation from mental afflictions,
or disturbing
thoughts. At this time you have a precious human body.
Using this to obtain even the ultimate happiness of everlasting
liberation from all problems and their causes—disturbing
thoughts and action-result, or karma—is still not
the ultimate
purpose of your having this precious human body. The real
purpose of taking this precious human body at this time
is to avoid giving harm to other sentient beings; and
on the
basis of that, to benefit all other sentient beings, each
of whom wants happiness and does not want suffering.
Having this pure attitude of wishing
to avoid harm to others in the very depths of your heart,
you then act to benefit
them without discrimination. You do not recognize some
beings, such as relatives and friends, as close and help
them, but
others as enemies and not help them—or even harm them.
Rather than these discriminating thoughts, you have a
pure attitude of loving kindness, thinking to benefit
all sentient
beings equaling the extent of infinite space. With the
attitude of loving kindness and compassion towards all
living beings,
you should also act to benefit them equally. This is
the main purpose for which we have taken this precious
human
body. This is the ultimate meaning of life.
Everlasting happiness
You should live each day,
each hour, each minute, in order to accomplish this ultimate
purpose. This is why you try
to be healthy and to have a long life. The purpose of everything
you do—sleeping, waking, wearing clothes, eating, sitting,
walking, having medical treatment—is to develop the
good heart towards every sentient being, and to act to benefit
each of them equally. Other living beings are exactly the
same as you in wanting even the smallest comfort and not
wanting the smallest discomfort, even in a dream. They are
exactly the same as you.
Just as you want to eliminate all your suffering and to
obtain happiness so does every other living being. They
are exactly
the same as you. Therefore, you need to eliminate their
suffering and obtain their happiness.
And again just like you, other living
beings want the greatest, longest-lasting happiness. When
you go shopping, you
try to buy the best quality, longest-lasting goods that
you
can. Like this, every being wishes to have the greatest,
longest-lasting
happiness—and that means great liberation. Great
liberation means removal of the two obscurations: the obscuration
of the gross disturbing thoughts and the obscuration
of the
subtle mental stains. When the cessation of these is
established on the mind, this is the purest happiness
of full enlightenment.
Why is the happiness of full enlightenment everlasting?
Because once the obscurations, the cause of suffering,
are completely
removed, it is impossible for suffering to recur and
happiness to degenerate. Because the cause of suffering
has been
removed, it is impossible for suffering to return.
For example, why is our mind controlled
today by disturbing thoughts such as ignorance, anger and
attachment?
Our mind is obscured by these because they are the continuation
of the mental afflictions, or disturbing thoughts,
that existed
yesterday. Because we did not remove yesterday's
disturbing
thoughts, the continuation of these—today's
disturbing thoughts—has arisen.
It is the same with our previous life:
If we had completely removed disturbing thoughts by actualizing
the remedy
of the path within our mind in our previous life,
it would
have been impossible for us to be born with these
mental afflictions
in this life. There could be no such evolution
if we had ceased the continuation of disturbing thoughts.
With nothing
to cause disturbing thoughts in this life, there
would
be no disturbing thoughts—and no unhappiness
or
problems in
this life.
For example, if a cloth that had been
dirty for many days was completely cleaned yesterday, there
would
be no continuation
of yesterday's dirt. In the same way, once the
disturbing-thought obscurations are completely
removed, it is impossible
for them to arise again since there is no cause,
and it is
impossible to experience suffering again. This
is the everlasting happiness
of liberation. As I mentioned before, the ultimate
purpose of having this precious human body is
to liberate all
living beings from all obscurations, or mental
stains, and lead
them to the greatest liberation of full enlightenment,
which is everlasting, peerless happiness.
Developing the mind
Now, in order to accomplish this great work for other living
beings, you have to develop your own mind by putting effort
into listening to, reflecting and meditating on the teachings.
And in order for you to lead other beings to this peerless
happiness of full enlightenment, they have to follow the
path. Therefore, to lead them in the path to full enlightenment,
you must reveal the teachings to them. In order to reveal
the teachings, the means to guide them in the path to full
enlightenment, you yourself must see very clearly, without
the slightest mistake, the level of mind, characteristics
and karma of every single living being. As living beings
have various levels and characteristics of mind, the methods
you reveal to them also have to be of various types. Again
you must realize clearly, without the slightest mistake,
all the various means to guide living beings. The only mind that can see all these things fully is omniscient
mind. Therefore, in order to accomplish this great work for
sentient beings, this ultimate benefit of great liberation,
which living beings need and are lacking, you yourself need
to have omniscient mind. For example, a teacher—whether
in a school, university or monastery—teaches different
subjects to various classes
to educate students with knowledge of science, mathematics,
engineering, biology, medicine, psychology or whatever. It
is generally accepted that the more education a student has,
the easier it will be for him to find a job, earn a living
and have an easy life. The general aim of education is to
have an easier life. And in order to educate others, the
teacher himself has to be educated and knowledgeable in all
the subjects he teaches. The less knowledge—or more ignorance—you
have, the more limited your capacity to educate and help
others. The more knowledge you have, the more you can
fulfill the wishes of other people. If you are blind, you cannot guide others to where they want
to go. If you have no arms, you cannot help your mother when
she is in danger of falling down a precipice, or of being
swept away by a river and drowned. Like this, in order to
guide sentient beings perfectly to the peerless happiness
of full enlightenment, you should first have omniscient mind. By having omniscient mind, you also have perfect power and
great compassion for every living being. Because of this
great compassion, which feels no discrimination, there is
no danger that you will help some beings and not others.
There is no partiality in your actions. And with omniscient
mind, there is the power to reveal every skilful means to
guide living beings.
Developing compassion
How is it possible to achieve
this? For this mental continuum to become omniscient mind?
You can figure this out even from
this simple example: When you memorize anything, in the beginning
your mind is completely ignorant. In the very beginning,
you do not even know the alphabet; but with the help of a
teacher and by applying effort, you gradually begin to learn.
As you continue, you learn more and more. It is the nature
of the mind that understanding can be developed. The mind
has the power to understand gross phenomena, and even subtle
existence if you attempt to do this correctly.
You have compassion for some beings now, even though you
do not have fully developed compassion, which means compassion
towards every living being. However, you can develop your
present small compassion for these beings so that it becomes
greater and greater. You can increase your compassion for
these beings. By understanding the teachings and practicing
meditation, you can also generate compassion for the other
beings for whom you do not feel compassion at the moment.
In this way compassion can be developed. With the compassion you already have for others, with your
present understanding of their wishes and the methods to
fulfill them, you have some capacity to help others. Even
at this present time, with this human body, with the understanding
and compassion that you have, you have some power to help
others. As your understanding of and compassion for all living
beings develop through actualizing the remedy of the path
within your mind, your obscurations will gradually become
less and less, and you will gain more and more understanding.
When this process is completed, you will have complete and
perfect power to guide other beings.
Developing omniscient mind
How is it possible to separate the mind from mental afflictions?
In your everyday life you can see that even if your mind
is overwhelmed by anger in the morning, this anger does not
last; your mind is not continuously overwhelmed by anger.
In the morning you may be angry with someone, but in the
afternoon there is no anger—instead there may be attachment
to that person, or indifference. Even without meditation, disturbing thoughts arise and change.
This proves that the nature of the mind is not oneness with
anger, attachment, ignorance, pride or jealousy. The mind
is temporarily obscured by these, but is itself not oneness
with them. If the mind itself were oneness with anger, it
should be spontaneously and continuously in the nature of
anger. Or spontaneously and continuously in the nature of
attachment. Then, to the one object, anger and attachment
would be arising at the same time. If a mirror was oneness with the dirt on it, the dirt could
not be cleaned away—this would be like cleaning dirt away
from dirt. Because the mirror is not oneness with but temporarily
covered by dirt, it can be cleaned with water and a cloth.
The more the dirt is cleaned away, the clearer the mirror's
reflection. In the same way, as you listen to, reflect and
meditate on the graduated path to enlightenment, as you generate
more realizations of this path, your obscurations first become
gradually thinner and thinner, and are then removed completely. The Mahayana, or Greater Vehicle, path to enlightenment has
five paths: the paths of merit, preparation, right-seeing,
meditation and no-more learning. And the Paramitayana path
has ten levels, or bhumis. Certain obscurations are removed
when you achieve the third, right-seeing path; and further
obscurations are removed when you reach the path of meditation.
When a bodhisattva achieves the eighth bhumi of the Paramitayana
path, the gross disturbing-thought obscuration is completely
removed. By developing his mind to the ninth and tenth bhumis,
the bodhisattva removes even the subtle obscurations, the
mental stains, or impressions, left on the mind by disturbing-thought
obscurations such as ignorance grasping the I as existent
from its own side. While the I is merely imputed on the aggregates by thought,
ignorance grasps the I as independent, existing from its
own side. Due to imprints left on the mind, everything appears
as existing from its own side. However, even these subtle
obscurations are completely removed when the mind is developed
to the ninth and tenth bhumis. When the remedy of the path
is complete within the mind, there is not even the slightest
mental stain. At that time, the mental continuum becomes
omniscient mind, fully seeing all the past, present and future
without the slightest mistake; all the minds and wishes of
living beings; and all the various means to guide them. Without
the slightest effort or mistake, one is able to guide all
living beings perfectly.
Obstacles to success
Now, in order to achieve this, we have to complete the realizations
of the graduated path to enlightenment, or lam rim. Developing
your mind in the graduated path to enlightenment is the most
important and most beneficial thing for you, and especially
for other living beings. However, there are many obstacles
even to accomplishing some small happiness in this life.
Even finding a job can take many months, even years. Even
in business, which is small work to obtain happiness of only
this life, there are many obstacles. So of course there are
many obstacles to developing your mind and achieving the
everlasting liberation of omniscient mind for the sake of
all living beings. There are many inner obstacles created
by disturbing thoughts: the dissatisfied mind; the selfish
mind; the mind of worldly concern, grasping to this life
and samsaric perfections.
Worldly concern brings so many problems in this life: fear,
worry, depression, even suicide. This grasping mind does
not allow your everyday activities to become virtue, the
cause of happiness. Besides interfering in your finding happiness
in future lives, which means receiving a good rebirth, worldly
concern does not even allow you to have happiness and mind-peace
from hour to hour in your present life. Even if you try to practice Dharma, worldly concern does
not allow your practice to become pure Dharma. Grasping samsaric
perfections also causes you to take rebirth again, so there
is the suffering of death and the experience of all these
problems again and again. It does not allow you to achieve
everlasting liberation from suffering, and its causes. Generally, the ignorance believing that the I, which is merely
imputed on the aggregates by thought, exists from its own
side is the main cause of suffering. This ignorance is the
root of all suffering. But also there is the selfish mind,
which does not allow you to have any mind-peace. As long
as you constantly follow the selfish attitude, you do not
have any relaxation, any happiness. Besides harming you,
the selfish attitude gives harm to all other living beings
continuously—from day to day, month to month, year to year,
and life to life. It does not allow the activities of your
everyday life to become the cause of your achieving full
enlightenment, omniscient mind, for other living beings.
In a similar way, attachment grasping samsaric perfections
does not allow your everyday actions to become the cause
of liberation. The hallucinated view that believes the I to be independent,
even though it is a dependent arising, does not allow you
to realize the absolute nature of the I. As long as you grasp
the I as truly existent, there is no way you can realize
the absolute nature of the I. In this way, there is no way
to escape from suffering, from samsara. Following ignorance
in this way does not allow the actions of your daily life
to become a remedy to samsara, to the cause of suffering
and all the resultant problems.
Relying on Tara
There are so many inner obstacles to the development of
your mind, and these inner obstacles create many outer obstacles.
Therefore, for the success of your Dharma practice, of your
actualizing the graduated path to enlightenment, you must
rely upon a special deity, or buddha, such as Tara. All the
actions of the buddhas have manifested in this female aspect
of buddha, Tara the Liberator, in order to help living beings
to accomplish successfully both temporal and ultimate happiness. Many Indian yogis relied upon Tara. By taking refuge in Tara,
they completed the path and did great works for the teachings
and for living beings, leading uncountable numbers in the
path to temporal and ultimate happiness. For example, the
great pandit Lama Atisha, who completed the whole graduated
path to enlightenment, relied upon Tara. Lama Atisha was invited by the religious king of Tibet, Yeshe
O, to re-establish and spread Buddhadharma in Tibet. Lama
Atisha also wrote the text, Lamp of the Path to Enlightenment,
which established the term graduated path to enlightenment.
By listening to, reflecting and meditating on Lamp of
the Path of Enlightenment, so many people have achieved enlightenment. Besides benefiting the Tibetan practitioners who are experimenting
on and accomplishing the path to enlightenment, Lama Atisha's
text is nowadays even benefiting extensively in the West.
The light of this lam rim teaching has dispelled so much
ignorance, even in the minds of many thousands of people
living in the West. Because Lamp of the Path to Enlightenment integrates all the teachings of Buddha into a step-by-step
practice by which anyone can achieve enlightenment, many
practitioners have been able to use it to train their minds
in the path to enlightenment. Even though Lama Atisha passed away a long time ago in Tibet,
he is still benefiting us by having given us the opportunity
to understand the teachings of the graduated path to enlightenment.
Understanding and practicing this path gives you confidence
and much happiness. By understanding the cause of happiness,
you have the opportunity to obtain whatever happiness you
wish. These are Lama Atisha's actions benefiting all living
beings. Lama Atisha was able to offer these extensive benefits to
living beings and the teachings through depending upon Tara.
Throughout Lama Atisha's life, Tara always gave him advice.
When Lama Atisha had to make decisions about doing works
for living beings—such as traveling to Tibet—he always
asked Tara, and then followed Tara's instructions. Like this,
even present-day Tibetan yogis who are actualizing the graduated
path to enlightenment, having great success in developing
their minds, also rely upon Tara.
The benefits of Tara practice
Tara is quick to grant success in obtaining the ultimate
happiness of enlightenment. You receive much good merit,
or cause of happiness; it prevents a suffering rebirth in
your next life; you receive initiation from millions of buddhas;
and you achieve enlightenment. Besides these, however, Tara
practice has many other benefits. Reciting the Twenty-one
Taras' prayer with devotion, at dawn or dusk—or remembering
Tara, singing praises and reciting mantras at any time of
the day or night—protects you from fear and dangers, and
fulfill all your wishes. If you pray to Tara, Tara is particularly
quick to grant help. There are also many temporal benefits from Tara practice,
either reciting the Tara mantra or the Twenty-one Taras'
prayer. Tara can solve many problems in your life: liberate
you from untimely death; help you recover from disease; bring
you success in business; help you to find a job; bring you
wealth. When you have a really serious problem, such as a
life-threatening disease, if you rely upon Tara, very commonly
you will be freed from that problem; you will recover from
that disease. If you eat poison, if you rely upon Tara, the
poison will not harm you. By doing Tara prayers and mantras,
couples with difficulty having a child can have a child—and whichever they want, a son or a daughter. These are very
common experiences. Through Tara practice, you can obtain
any happiness of this life that you wish. If you recite the Twenty-one Taras' prayer once every evening,
it is impossible—I can put my signature to this!—for
you to die of starvation. It is also a very common experience
for lay practitioners, monks and nuns with financial difficulties
to have such problems relieved by doing Tara practice. In
my personal experience, I have seen many instances of people
who have prayed to and taken refuge in Tara and been saved
from the danger of untimely death from disease without taking
medicine.
The meaning of tare
The Tara mantra is OM TARE TUTTARE
TURE SOHA. To explain the meaning of TARE TUTTARE
TURE: TARE
means liberating
from
samsara. This samsara means these aggregates: the aggregate
of form, or the physical body; of feeling; of recognition;
of karmic formations; and of consciousness. These aggregates,
on which the I is labeled, are caused by the contaminated
seed of karma and disturbing thoughts. Under the control
of karma and disturbing thoughts, the past-life aggregate
of consciousness circled to this life. Because these aggregates
are contaminated by the seed of karma and disturbing thoughts,
on meeting desirable and undesirable objects, the different
disturbing thoughts such as attachment and anger arise. As
the seed of the disturbing thoughts is there, you again create
karma. And the karma and disturbing thoughts again cause
the aggregate of consciousness to circle, or join, to the
aggregates of the next life.
Even though this gross body has no continuum into the next
life, the aggregate of consciousness does continue to the
next life. From life to life, it continuously circles. From
one life to the next, from the past life to the present,
the aggregate of consciousness circles. It joins to these
present aggregates, then later joins to the aggregates of
the next life. This is why these aggregates are called samsara,
or cyclic existence. So, TARE shows that Mother Tara
liberates living beings from samsara, from true suffering,
or problems.
You can relate
this to the particular sufferings of human beings: birth,
old age, sickness and death; meeting undesirable objects
and experiencing aversion; not finding desirable objects
or finding them but gaining no satisfaction. No matter how
much pleasure you enjoy, there is no satisfaction. No matter
how much you follow desire, there is no satisfaction at all. Also, nothing in samsara is definite. You have to leave the
body again and again, and take another body again and again.
Like this, again and again you experience the suffering of
joining to another body. Your present-life mother came from her mother, your grandmother;
your grandmother came from another mother; and that mother
came from another mother. It is the same with your father.
You can see this body that you have now as a collection of
all the sperm and blood that has continued from parent to
child for inconceivable generations since this earth evolved,
since human beings began. This collection of sperm has come
to you through your father, your grandfather, your great-grandfather,
and so on. It is the same with the blood, which has come
to you through your mother, your grandmother, and so on.
Since this body you have now is a continuation of all this
sperm and blood from all these other beings, there is no
essence to cling to; there is no reason to get attached to
this body, this samsara. The waste from all the toilets in
a big city is collected into one big sewer—the body is
just like this sewer. By joining again and again to
the body like this, again and again you experience problems.
If you have high status, you
fall down to low status. Again and again this happens. When
you are born, you are born alone without any companion; when
you die, you also die alone. Even this body does not accompany
the consciousness; the consciousness has to go alone to the
next life. All these are the problems of true suffering.
If you rely upon Tara by taking refuge in her and doing Tara
practices—such as the recitation of mantra or praises—with
TARE, Tara liberates you from all these true sufferings.
The meaning of TUTTARE
The second word, TUTTARE, liberates you from the eight fears.
There are eight fears related to external dangers from fire,
water, air, earth, and also from such things as thieves and
dangerous animals. However, the main dangers come from ignorance,
attachment, anger, pride, jealousy, miserliness, doubt and
wrong views. These eight disturbing thoughts that you have
in your mind are the main dangers. By taking refuge in Tara
and doing Tara practice, you are liberated from these eight
internal dangers, these eight disturbing thoughts. In this
way, you are also liberated from external dangers, as these
external dangers come from the inner disturbing thoughts.
This second word, TUTTARE, which liberates you from the
eight fears, frees you from the true cause of suffering:
karma
and the all-arising disturbing thoughts. All-arising means
that disturbing thoughts bring all the sufferings. By taking
refuge in Tara and doing Tara practice, you are liberated
from the true cause of suffering: this is the meaning of
TUTTARE.
The meaning of TURE
The third word, TURE, liberates you from disease. Now, of
the Four Noble Truths, TURE shows the cessation of suffering,
which is the ultimate Dharma. In terms of liberating from
disease, the actual disease we have is ignorance not knowing
the absolute nature of the I, and all the disturbing thoughts
that arise from this ignorance. These are the actual, serious
diseases that we have. With cessation of all these diseases
of disturbing thoughts, all the true sufferings, all the
resultant problems, are also ceased. By liberating us from
disease, TURE actually liberates us from the true cause,
disturbing thoughts, and also the true sufferings.
How can we achieve this ultimate Dharma, this true cessation
of the cause and result of suffering? What can lead us to
this state, the cessation of suffering, which is the meaning
of TURE? You achieve this by practicing the true path. As
revealed in the Lesser Vehicle paths of the Hearer-Listeners
and Self-conquerors, and in the Mahayana path, the true path
is the wisdom directly perceiving emptiness. This is the
absolute Dharma. Actualizing this wisdom within our mind
leads us to the state of cessation of suffering. This true
path is contained in TUTTARE, which liberates us from the
eight fears—the word liberates indirectly
indicates the true path. And as I have just explained, the
third word,
TURE, liberates you from the actual disease, the disturbing
thoughts.
The conclusion is that by taking refuge in Tara, doing
Tara practices such as recitation of the Tara mantra, and
practicing
the path contained in that mantra, you can achieve the fully
enlightened state with the four kayas, which is the cessation,
liberated from the two obscurations. In short, OM TARE TUTTARE
TURE SOHA means "I prostrate to the Liberator, Mother
of all the Victorious Ones." Tara is the mother of all
the Victorious Ones, or buddhas. Why are buddhas
called Victorious Ones? Because they are victorious over
the two obscurations.
Tara the Mother
Tara is called Mother because it is the mother who gives
birth to children. The actual meaning of Tara is the transcendental
wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness, which sees the absolute
and conventional truth of all existence. This is the absolute
guru, the real guru—and we should understand this real
meaning of guru. Now, even though they have different aspects
and different names, all the buddhas are born from this transcendental
wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness, which is the dharmakaya.
In reality, every buddha is the embodiment of this absolute
guru: one manifests in many; many manifest in one. The absolute
guru manifests in all these various aspects of buddha; the
essence of all buddhas is the absolute guru. The real meaning
of guru, the absolute guru, manifests in ordinary aspect
as the conventional-truth guru, the lama from whom you receive
the teachings directly.
As Khedrup Sangye Yeshe explained: "Before the guru,
there is not even the name 'Buddha'." The whole Guru
Puja expresses that the foundation is the guru, the dharmakaya,
the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness.
From the very beginning, while experiencing great bliss,
we manifest as the guru-deity. Even the front-generation
merit field comes from inseparable bliss and voidness, and
from this merit field we take initiation; we request to be
granted blessings to generate the realizations of the graduated
path to enlightenment from beginning to end; and we also
make the four types of offering (outer, inner, secret and
absolute). We train our mind with these meditations, which
evolve from non-dual bliss and voidness.
First we meet the guru externally and separately. After receiving
teachings, we listen, reflect and meditate on the path that
is revealed by this guru. On the basis of correct devotion
to the guru, we gradually actualize the remedy of the path
and remove our obscurations. When our obscurations are completely
removed, we meet the guru mentally.
On the basis of actualizing the Three Principles of the Path,
we receive the four perfect Highest Yoga Tantra initiations,
which definitely plant the seeds of the four kayas within
our mind. This allows us to practice the unification of the
clear light and illusory body. By gradually actualizing this
path, we can completely cut off even subtle dual view, ceasing
even the gross minds of the white, red and dark visions,
which are more subtle than the preceding gross minds but
gross when compared to the subtle mind of clear light.
When you achieve dharmakaya, the transcendental wisdom
of non-dual bliss and voidness, you have achieved the guru.
You have achieved the wish expressed in our usual dedication
prayer: "Due to all these merits may I quickly achieve
the guru-Buddha's enlightenment, and lead every single living
being to the guru-Buddha's enlightenment." In reality,
by training your mind in these meditations, developing your
mind in the path, your mental continuum actually becomes
that of the guru. In the future, you actually become the
guru you have been visualizing.
So, all the buddhas are born from the absolute guru, the
transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness, which
is the actual meaning of Mother. This transcendental wisdom,
this completely pure subtle mind, manifests in this female
aspect that is labeled "Tara". Normally children feel much closer to their mother than to
their father. When they have some trouble, most children
seem to scream for their mother. I don't know about in the
West, but in the East even adults, when they have some severe
pain or problem, rely on their mother.
My father died when I was small, and I don't remember
at all what he looked like. People say that he had a beard,
was very good at reading texts, and did not speak much. All
I can remember clearly is my father's sheep-skin chuba. Everybody
in the family slept under that big chuba—it was our blanket.
The whole family tried to get underneath it. I can remember
that very clearly. I was introduced to my father's chuba—that
is all I remember.
So my mother was the only adult in our home. My sister,
because she was a little older, was able to help my mother
a little
by taking our animals out on the mountains and bringing them
back home. Otherwise, the rest of us—there were three,
including me—were useless. Since my sister had to look
after the animals, all the hard work was done alone by my
mother.
One day my mother had to go into the forest to get firewood.
We waited outside the house. Because none of us could cook,
we waited outside for her to come home and give us some food.
She came back very late from the forest with a very heavy
load of firewood. After she returned, she could not make
a fire because she was sick, with much pain. There was no
fire in the stove, and no food. She lay down next to the
fireplace, screaming for her mother: "Ama! Ama!" My
grandmother, who was still alive at that time, lived quite
near to us, maybe five or ten minutes' walk away.
The three of us—me, my brother Sangye, and another
young brother who had a small piece of tail, and later
died—didn't
know what to do. We just sat around the fireplace looking
at our mother. There was no fire; none of us could make a
fire. We just sat and watched our mother.
Like this, somehow, naturally, even grown-ups call their
mother when there is some really serious pain or problem.
However, Tara is much closer to us than our mother.
The meaning
of OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA
This female aspect, Tara, Mother of all the Victorious Ones
guides you and other living beings from the danger of falling
into samsara or the lower nirvana, and leads you to the perfect
state of enlightenment, which is qualified with the five
transcendental wisdoms and the four kayas. The rough meaning
of these three words TARE TUTTARE TURE is: "To you,
embodiment of all the buddhas' actions, I prostrate always—whether
I am in happy or unhappy circumstances—with
my body, speech and mind."
All the paths (Lesser Vehicle, Mahayana, Paramitayana,
tantra) from the beginning up to enlightenment are contained
in TARE TUTTARE TURE. The remedy of the path and all the
obscurations
it removes are contained in TARE TUTTARE TURE. In regard
to the lam rim, TARE is the graduated path of the lower capable
being; TUTTARE, of the middle capable being; and TURE, of
the higher capable being. All the outlines of the lam rim
meditations are contained in this mantra. In the mantra TAYATA
OM MUNI MUNI MAHAMUNIYE SOHA, MUNI MUNI MAHAMUNIYE can
also be related to the lam rim in the same way.
The final word SOHA means establishing the root of the
path within your heart. In other words, by taking refuge
in Tara
and doing Tara practice, you receive the blessings of Tara
in your own heart. This gives you space to establish the
root of the path, signified by TARE TUTTARE TURE, in your
heart. By establishing the path of the three capable beings
within your heart, you purify all impurities of your body,
speech and mind, and achieve Tara's pure vajra holy body,
holy speech and holy mind, which are signified by OM. Your
body, speech and mind are transformed into Tara's holy body,
holy speech and holy mind. This is the rough meaning of OM
TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA.
Visualizing Tara
When you recite the mantra, visualize Tara in space in front
of you, level with your forehead, at a comfortable distance
of about one body-length. As I mentioned when explaining
the mantra, first think of the transcendental wisdom of great
bliss of all the buddhas, which fully sees all existence.
Think of this holy mind of dharmakaya, the absolute guru.
Because the holy mind of all the buddhas, the absolute guru,
is bound by great compassion for you and all living beings,
who are obscured and suffering under the control of karma
and disturbing thoughts, it manifests in this particular
female form of Tara. This happens due to compassion. Just
as you act under the control of anger and attachment, the
buddhas work for you and other living beings under the control
of compassion. The holy mind of all the buddhas manifests in this female
aspect, Tara. What does this aspect look like? Tara is in
the nature of green light, with one face and two arms. Her
face is very peaceful, with a slight smile. Her hair is very
dark, half tied up and half loose, and decorated with an
utpala flower at the crown. Tara is adorned with jewel ornaments
of necklace, bracelets, armlets, anklets, and so on. Her
eyes, very loving and compassionate, are not opened widely
but are fine and a little rounded. Tara's eyes express compassion
for you, like the look of loving kindness a mother gives
her beloved only child. Tara's right hand, holding the stem
of an utpala flower, is in the mudra of granting sublime
realizations. Her left hand holds the stem of another utpala
flower, with three fingers standing upright to signify refuge
in Buddha, Dharma and Sangha.
With fully developed breasts, Tara is adorned with a jewel
necklace and also with jewel garlands and various scarves.
Her right leg is stretched out, and the left one contracted.
Behind her is a moon disc. Tara is adorned with the complete
holy signs and exemplifications of a buddha. On her forehead
is a white OM, essence of the vajra holy body; at her neck,
a red AH, essence of vajra holy speech; and at her heart,
a blue HUNG, essence of the vajra holy mind.
White nectar beams come from the OM, strike your forehead,
and enter inside you to purify all the obscurations and negative
karmas you have accumulated with the body from beginningless
rebirths until now. From the AH at Tara's throat, red nectar
beams are emitted and strike your own throat; all obscurations
and negative karmas accumulated with your speech are completely
purified. Then, from Tara's heart syllable HUNG, blue nectar
beams are emitted and enter your heart; all the obscurations
and negative karmas accumulated with your mind from beginningless
rebirths until now are purified. Out of compassion for you
and all living beings, Mother Tara has purified you. Concentrate
on this as you recite the mantra: OM
TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA. Or
if you wish, you can visualize Tara on your crown as in the
short Tara sadhana.
When you finish the meditation, pray to Tara: "Without
delay of even a second, may I become Tara and in each second
free uncountable numbers of living beings from all their
sufferings and lead them to full enlightenment."
Pray
to achieve this through generating bodhicitta, the wish
to achieve Tara for the sake of other living beings. Because
you are not following the selfish mind but have changed
your
attitude to one of using your life to serve others, to
obtain their temporal and ultimate happiness, Tara is extremely
pleased with you. Your practicing the loving, compassionate
thought of bodhicitta and morality, which means keeping
your
vows, please Tara the most. These essential Mahayana practices
are the best offerings you can make to Tara; these bring
you closer to Tara, so that she quickly helps all your
actions to succeed. How much Tara helps you depends on
how much you
practice the essence of the Mahayana teachings. So, because of your attitude of bodhicitta, Tara is extremely
pleased with you; she melts into green light, enters through
your forehead, and absorbs into your heart. Think: "My
body, speech and mind have been blessed to become Tara's
vajra holy body, holy speech and holy mind." By receiving
the blessings of Tara with a calm, devoted mind, you plant
the seed to develop your mind and actually achieve Tara.
After the absorption, if you wish, one-pointedly concentrate
on the nature of Tara's holy mind. Then conclude your practice
by dedicating the merits to the generation of bodhicitta
and to your achievement of Tara, in order to lead every
living being as quickly as possible to Tara's enlightenment. To
access a printed copy of the Praises to 21 Taras in
Tibetan and English, see
the FPMT website.
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