Prisoners
by Lama Zopa Rinpoche
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Here,
Lama Zopa Rinpoche writes to prisoner Arturo Esquer.
This appeared in the November-December, 1997 issue of
Mandala, the newsmagazine of the FPMT.
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January
23, 1997
My Dear
Arturo,
I am very
happy to hear you are so devoted to Buddhism. This is the
most important thing that has happened in your life. Learning
and practicing Buddhism makes your life very rich and gives
it the greatest meaning.
Please
study Liberation
in the Palm of Your Hand. It seems
you are very intelligent, and that is excellent. But understanding
is not enough. One needs to practice and transform the mind
into the path.
I
know you are in prison, but actually it's just the concept:
what you label and how you use the place. For another mind
it is the same as a hermitage. In Tibet people lived in very
small mud hermitages with only a small hole for passing in
food. They didn't come out for many years. So, as far as being
locked in is concerned, it's a question of how you label and
how you use it.
In
your case you can use the Buddhism of the Mahayana tradition
to see your bad circumstances as supportive circumstances
to purify your negative karma and to achieve enlightenment
for sentient beings. One should realize actually that the
situation you are in is the best situation, given to you by
the police, the court people and the people who were also
involved. Actually these people are helping you by having
put you in this situation, supporting you to develop your
mind in the path to enlightenment and to finish all the suffering
and its causes.
I
would like to tell you a story. When I first went to Australia,
in my mandala offering set there were some grains from Nepal.
The customs people in Australia are very strict, and they
asked me who packed my bags, etc. They opened my mandala and
found the grains. They talked with the police and said they
would put my name in the computer, and then, with pointing
fingers, they said, "Next time you don't bring the grains."
When they wrote my name down I thought, I don't mind if I
go to prison, as long as I can practice Dharma. This is what
I thought as I stood in front of the police.
We
think people who are outside prison are not prisoners, but
we are. Actually, people who are outside, even people who
are traveling the whole world and who are regarded as successful,
billionaires who think they have everything, all the desire
objects: actually, they are living in prison, the prison of
their inner life. Externally, outside, mundane people think
they are most successful, but their inner life is crying,
so miserable and unhappy, not finding satisfaction, because
they have already tried many things and haven't found satisfaction
and are even more unhappy than people who have very little.
You
might say, generally speaking, that ordinary people—people
who are not practicing Dharma, people who do not have realizations
including kings and presidents—are actually living in prison:
a prison of family obligations, not having the freedom to
be alone to practice; a prison of ego self-centered mind;
jealous mind and desire prison; and living in a prison of
anger.
One
big fundamental prison is not seeing that everything that
exists is merely labeled by the mind, relating to the base.
Therefore nothing exists from its own side. Everything is
empty. Everything exists but is empty; while it is empty,
it exists in mere name. So this is the truth. But this truth
is not being seen; this truth is always there but you are
not able to see. This is the same for the I, self. For common
people the truth doesn't exist; for them, the truth, which
is there and is always functioning, doesn't exist.
I,
action and object: they appear as being not merely labeled
by the mind. In fact, this is false object, false I and false
action. But the world truly believes one hundred percent that
that which is false actually exits, that it is true; that
which is false is believed as the truth, you can now see.
So,
being trapped in the prison of big hallucinated ignorance,
unknowing mind; trapped in this hallucination—this is another
prison. This is the root of all sufferings. The suffering
world came from this, was created by this wrong concept, ignorance.
The suffering world.
Trapped
in the prison of wrong concepts: believing impermanent phenomena
as permanent, believing samsaric temporal pleasures as happiness:
this is another big prison we are trapped in. Like the body,
which is only a container of dirty things, believing it is
clean: this is another hallucination prison. There are so
many wrong concepts and views, prisons we are caught in. These
prisons are from time without beginning. Beginningless prisons.
So
now, here, you have met the Dharma, and if you practice meditation,
especially lam-rim, you will be liberating yourself from all
these prisons. The outside world people think that only prisoners
know prison, but the outside people don't know all the other
beginingless prisons they are in. This is the fundamental
suffering which keeps them in the suffering realm. This external
prison—the jail—is nothing compared to those inner prisons.
You are so fortunate; for you this place is not a prison but
a liberating place. By developing the mind in the path, liberating
yourself from all the sufferings and causes, delusion and
karma, you are now ending this.
Thank
you very much.
My suggestion
to you is some practice for you to do in prison. 200,000 prostrations
to the Thirty-five Buddhas. This is an extremely powerful
purification practice that will give you quick realizations
and open your heart.
Even
when you finish 200,000 prostrations it is still good to continue
to do 100 prostrations in the morning and 100 in the evening.
At
the moment you can do every day the meditation in my book
Daily Meditation Practice [available from the FPMT
Foundation Store.] Before the dedication
prayers,
expand your lam-rim meditation. When you are familiar with
the whole lam-rim, then start to train your mind in guru
devotion,
perfect human rebirth, karma and impermanence and death;
how
to renounce this life.
Later
you can do 400,000 mandala offerings; but first do the prostrations,
then slowly start mandalas as you study it. Then you can do
30,000 Vajrasattva mantras.
I
don't want to explain much here; you can get transcripts of
teachings on these, which you can read.
You
must know that many lamas and people were put in prison by
the Communist Chinese in Tibet, but many achieved realizations
in prison, which became so beneficial to their minds. The
Dharma they learned before, they were able to put into practice
in the prison. Some didn't even eat food but their bodies
were so shining and glowing because of meditation, mind food.
Even when there was food, the food was hardly anything, very
little, just flour in water, just the name "food" given. I
heard that the food was given in the same bucket used for
the toilet.
Therefore
you should enjoy if you practice Dharma in prison. Develop
the mind, transform the situation into happiness, then it
becomes a beautiful island, pure land, heaven.
With
much love and prayer,
Zopa Rinpoche
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