Kopan Course No. 7 (November-December
1974)
Lama Zopa Rinpoche |
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Day Fourteen
Tuesday, 19th November
6 pm
Just a short talk on the benefits and purpose of taking
this one day ordination. According to the story, in the first
meditation course, the ordination was taken on only one day,
the last day. The first course was, I think, fifteen or ten
days long. The subject or the book was only seven pages for
the first course, because there wasn’t a plan before
that to such a course, so it was started all of a sudden.
The European student called Zina—she has many different
names but this was one of her names—she asked to do
the meditation course. For a long time I refused, because
I was not capable and had no knowledge, but however she insisted
so many times and so afterwards I asked Lama Yeshe and he
said, “If it will be beneficial, it is alright to do.” So
just being crazy all of a sudden we started the meditation
course! Somehow the plan started like this. After one meditation
course was done then the plan was set up according to people’s
needs. Then starting from the second course people have been
taking ordination the last two weeks. It was considered that
besides doing meditation and understanding a little bit of
Dharma, that if the people took this one day ordination it
would be a very practical thing. Besides just meditating
and receiving, understanding a little bit about Dharma, at
the same time some practical action or positive karma is
created, which can definitely benefit all sentient beings.
Some practical thing that makes life meaningful. Perhaps
people coming here, people attending the course are not sure
whether they will be always in a meditation course or whether
they will always create some pure action, some beneficial
pure action, or whether they will find the chance to create
such beneficial pure action in their life before death. So
somehow during the meditation course while the teaching is
going on, while people are meditating, if this ordination
can be taken, if the person has taken this ordination this
one day somehow his life is not completely empty, even if
after he leaves the course, he has no chance to meditate
or think of Dharma, or any chance to create any virtuous
action. Even if he is continuously creating negative karma.
However, that person who this ordination even for one day,
by being in the meditation course, when the person dies his
life is not completely empty, not completely empty of virtuous
action, not completely empty of positive karma. Even taking
the ordination one day, he could make his life meaningful—somehow
he has created the cause to achieve everlasting happiness,
the boundless state of samsara, or enlightenment. Somehow
in that life the person has definitely created the cause
that will definitely bring the result of again receiving
the human rebirth, and practicing Dharma. So that’s
how the life is not really empty.
You heard in the afternoon the notes from the other course
explaining the benefits of the precepts. It was read this
afternoon so it is not necessary to talk so much. Each person
may have understood some benefits of taking this ordination.
Somehow each person may have understood something that has
meaning—that this action or practice has some meaning
that benefits the life. However, generally like this. One
easy thing is that as we have just finished that part of
the meditation on the great difficulty of receiving the perfect
human rebirth, as we have just discussed how it is difficult
to create the cause of the perfect human rebirth, morality
and charity, so you can check on those. Then you can understand
that it has meaning, even though you don’t have the
wisdom to check in the wider way, the deeper way—for
instance, most of the lower suffering beings in their lifetimes
continuously create negative karma, not disciplining the
speech, body, and mind, so after finishing the period of
that karma again they are reborn in the evil destinies, again
they suffer. As this is caused by previous karma so always
it just circles around like this. Born there, dies there,
born and dying there like this. They don’t find the
chance to be born in the upper realms, they don’t find
the chance to receive a happy rebirth for a long time. It
takes eons and eons to receive a happy rebirth. The whole
thing is this. To create the cause, morality, totally disciplining
the speech, body, and mind is extremely difficult. Observing
morality is an impossible thing for those suffering beings.
These suffering beings, such as animals, can do many things
like human beings do, such as killing. They are very wise
in killing each other, killing other animals. For instance,
how wise the cat is in killing the mouse, hiding if it makes
a noise or something. Then when the mouse comes out it grabs
it. Also the cat, this dumb animal, has that much political
method—it is a politician, it knows how to kill the
mouse. How to make its life happy, it knows that much. Not
only this, many wild animals are very clever—tigers,
many other animals are so clever, in order to kill other
animals, in order to get food.
For instance, the spider. The spider also has the method
to make his life happy by killing other insects, by putting
the web around them. Then he hides or stays in the center
or in the corner, then as fly comes on top of the web, and
if it moves all of a sudden he comes down and eats it. He
has a method to make his life happy, killing other insects.
He has that method. If a person is going to, without having
anything, a person cannot do that.
However, killing for human beings is nothing special. What
I mean by giving the example of the insects, how they are
wise in make this one life happy by cheating other animals,
killing other animals, what I mean is that harming other
beings, killing other beings is nothing special—killing
one’s enemy is nothing that is special to human beings.
Cheating is also nothing special to human being. Even those
creatures are so wise in cheating others. Also they can tell
lies. If you touch some insects they pretend they are dead—some
insects are so wise. After a few minutes they try to move.
For a long time they keep still, like a piece of stick or
something. Making war is also not a special action of human
beings because even animals can make war. Even dogs have
partisanship, different groups, fighting each other. Animals
also do this. Ants also know how to make war—with so
many groups they attack other ants, other animals. So none
of those actions are special for human beings.
Let’s take sexual intercourse. This precept is one
of the most heavy ones, it is kind of a shock especially
for Westerners. However, even non-human beings, big animals,
even the tiniest creatures that we find hard to see engage
in sexual intercourse, they know this very well. They do
this without being taught. Look at the flies, look at all
the creatures. This is nothing special for human beings,
nothing special, not a higher action than an animal’s.
Even the lower creatures do this—it is nothing special
for human beings.
For instance, making the body look beautiful by putting
on different colors, things like this, as it comes in the
precepts. We look at butterflies and many other animals with
so many different colors that look beautiful, like peacocks.
However, physically looking beautiful, there is still no
special meaning for the human life. Artificially making special,
there is nothing special for the human life.
The human action has to be higher than those suffering beings’ actions,
so keeping the precepts, taking ordination, is not something
that these lower suffering beings can do. This is something
that human beings are capable of doing and this is a special
action, a higher action than human being can do. Disciplining
speech, body, and mind is the purpose for which we were born
as human beings this time. This is the action that gives
meaning to the human life. To create good karma, to gradually
get close to enlightenment in order to benefit other sentient
beings. This is the higher action. If you do this, this is
the higher action. This is the special action of human beings.
Having interest in this is more worthwhile than having interest
in those other negative actions that non-human beings can
do. However, briefly talking, just briefly talking. [Peepee
bell sounded] I will continue but people who have to peepee
please release the trouble.
Student: Is it possible to make sexual action higher of
higher understanding?
Rinpoche: There can be specific things. Just the action doesn’t
make it negative, it depends on the mind.
The purpose of explaining this, making this emphasis, is
just a general explanation to have general understanding.
Especially in the hope that it can help you keep the precepts
purely during these two weeks. I don’t mean that you
should keep these precepts for your whole lifetime. It is
your choice whatever you want to do with your life. Whatever
life you want to have, to be, whether you want the life to
be a white life, a black life, or a red life, whatever it
is. I am just joking! However, it is in your hands. Generally,
also practicing Dharma is also in your hands. Your mind is
not in my hands, your mind is within your body. So it is
your choice. I am not holding your mind. So there is no need
to worry! It is silly to be scared. I do not have even that
much strength. You can see by looking at my body! I can’t
hold even my mind.
Generally the purpose of explaining these things is especially
to help you during the short period of keeping the precepts,
only two weeks. Not one month, not one year—but if
you can keep these precepts even one week, two weeks purely,
it is greatly worthwhile. Then you made your life worthwhile,
as you were born as a human being you made your human life
worthwhile, as you took this human rebirth. Generally it
is like this. There are eight precepts in total. The main
discipline is not the actions of speech and body but the
main discipline is of the mind. If the creator, the mind
that produces the action of mind, produces the action of
speech, produces the action of body, if this creator is negative,
all those other actions become negative. If this creator
is positive, no matter what the action is, the action of
speech, the physical action, it becomes positive. So it is
like a radio dial that you wind to find different stations,
just like this. Mind is like this. Generally with Dharma,
those actions that are not mixed with the evil thought of
the worldly Dharmas, they mainly depend on mind and not so
much on the speech, the way the action looks. For instance,
such as telling lies—even the action is created by
the positive mind. Same thing with the action of the physical
body. Such as telling lies, for example like this. If the
police are checking her, wanting to kill her, and let’s
say she is hiding somewhere, then if I meet the police and
they ask me, and I pretend, talk about another subject, “Today
I went to Kathmandu, I am so tired,” telling how beautiful
it is or how busy it is. Talking round, going round. That
action is not mainly for the happiness of my life—it
is mainly concerned with her, to save her life. These things
become positive actions. Saying she has gone somewhere else
or something. Also in terms of killing, taking others life,
sexual intercourse, and other actions, there is a way for
them to become positive actions if the creator, the mind,
is completely pure of the evil thought of the worldly Dharmas
that is attached to the happiness of this life. At least
there has to be that positive mind. Generally for instance,
like this. If the positive mind, the creator, the level of
that mind, has that much knowledge, as the level of that
mind is higher, the positive action done by that positive
mind can be that beneficial.
For instance, when Guru Shakyamuni was a bodhisattva, he
was on a ship sailing to get jewels from the Pacific. On
that ship there were five hundred traders, business people,
and one man called Minadur Dungen. Guru Shakyamuni realized
this person was planning to kill these five hundred people
in the ship. He thought that if he let that person kill all
these five hundred people he would create such heavy negative
karma and also the five hundred people would suffer. Therefore
he thought it was worthwhile to experience the suffering
of killing that one person instead. Guru Shakyamuni he couldn’t
stand—it is not just like this, but perhaps people
may get a wrong understanding.
If there is a dog coming, and another dog coming, and some
other dogs attack them, and with kind of a partial mind you
get angry with one dog and kill it in order to save the other
dog’s life, that is wrong. This is not what happened
with Guru Shakyamuni. Usually people have partial compassion,
thinking they like this, don’t like this. But Guru
Shakyamuni couldn’t stand the negative karma that the
person was going to create by killing five hundred people—he
had incredible compassion for that person—he didn’t
want him to create that karma and suffer for many hundreds
of eons. Just like this, another simple way of saying. He
felt incredible compassion for the other person, not wanting
him to suffer, not wanting him to experience the suffering
result, the negative karma. He was concerned with the other
person as if it were him, not wanting to him to suffer, not
wanting to experience the suffering result, the negative
karma. He was concerned with the other person as if it were
him. Saying concerned, we are so much concerned with ourselves.
We think, “This is the most important thing, I am the
most important thing.” With this thought we are only
concerned with ourselves. But Guru Shakyamuni was only concerned
with the other person, just like we are concerned with ourselves.
Such incredible compassion also with these five hundred traders.
So with this incredible bodhicitta, this Mahayana compassion
he preferred to experience suffering in the narak realms
by killing him, thinking, “I don’t care. As long
as others don’t experience suffering. If I have to
experience it I am just one person.”
Student: Does that mean Guru Shakyamuni can stop negative
karma?
Guru Shakyamuni can help to stop negative karma, otherwise
what’s the purpose of the teachings?
So anyway, this is going quite far. Instead of this action
becoming a negative action, negative karma, it becomes a
positive karma, it becomes cause of happiness. It saved five
hundred other people and it saved the person creating that
much negative karma. He didn’t have to experience the
suffering result in samsara. That action made him be 100,000
eons less in samsara. Instead of it becoming a negative action
it became a beneficial action.
Also, there was one girl who had such strong attachment
for sexual intercourse, and she couldn’t find any man.
So she tried to commit suicide—this was in one of Maitreya’s
lives when he was taking the form of bodhisattva. Maitreya
couldn’t stand the negative karma that the woman was
going to create—her creating that much negative karma
was unbearable for Maitreya, due to his infinite compassion.
Just like Guru Shakyamuni felt with this person. So in order
to save her from creating such heavy negative karma, from
committing suicide and not experiencing that suffering result
for such a long period, with bodhicitta that takes care of
others more than oneself, making others dear, giving up oneself,
with this bodhicitta, he felt incredible, unbearable towards
the negative karma that she was going to create. So Maitreya
spent twelve years with this girl, and then again took the
form of living the life in discipline. This action that is
done with the bodhicitta giving oneself and taking more care
of others made the period he spent in samsara 40,000 eons
less.
So you see like this, according to the positive mind, the
action that looks negative can become positive. Besides the
thought going in the Dharma, not mixed with the evil thought,
especially living in the renounced thought like bodhicitta,
the actions becomes such great beneficial actions, such big
purification—they becomes the quick cause, the quick
method to receive enlightenment. Especially in the Vajrayana,
this bodhicitta has to be developed higher. This mind living
in the realization of bodhicitta has to be developed higher.
With that higher realization, through Vajrayana practice,
the person can transform, can make every action positive.
Even though the action looks negative as I explained before,
even though it looks like a negative action, with that special
technique, that level of realization, this action that looks
like a negative action becomes such profound method, the
quickest method to receive enlightenment, like this.
Usually some Westerners do like this. Instead of developing
inside, they try to act, they do just the physical action,
just pretending, the physical performance—pretending
they are sort of a yogi, a great meditator, wearing all sorts
of clothes, their hair in different shapes, trying to act
like they see in tangkas, trying to act like the yogis. This
only makes more confusion; nothing helps. So generally it
is like this.
Generally in our lifetime we should try to make any action
as positive as possible. We should try to make it pure. Whatever
it is—whether it is meditation or whether it is just
a general daily life action. Like I have just explained giving
examples, stories, there is no question why we can’t
do it. Why we can’t gain the same perfection by similar
actions. By developing inside the mind. It is like this.
Just briefly talking ending up the conversation. Let’s
say there are eight precepts, then just to make clear—if
the opposite action of the eight precepts is done with a
negative mind, with ignorance, greed, or hatred, it is a
negative karma—the eight other eight other negative
actions. If you don’t take the precepts there are eight
negative actions. For instance, if each of these actions
are not disciplined, not stopped, the person creates that
much different negative karma. Then it still depends on how
much the person creates in the day. So as the person has
created each of these it brings the suffering result. If
the person is born in the upper realm, the suffering realm,
whatever, sometimes it is possible to experience in this
lifetime. This brings rebirth in the suffering realm and
again much suffering has to be experienced even for the person
born in the upper realm. Like this. So if the person doesn’t
observe the eight precepts for one week, as the person has
done the negative actions, that much negative karma is created.
If it is not observed in two weeks, if the person does these
negative actions, that much negative karma is created. So
much negative karma is created by not disciplining speech,
body, and mind, not living in discipline. That much suffering
result is already definite to be experienced, as the karma
is created. Definitely in time. As the person observed that
number of precepts in one day, keeping the eight precepts,
that protects the person, causing the person to purify even
the karma created in other lifetimes, negative karma, it
becomes purification of even previous negative karma. Besides
that, at this present time it protects the person from creating
each negative action. In that way keeping the eight precepts
makes the person not experience the suffering result of each
of these negative actions. At the same time as the person
lives in discipline, these eight precepts definitely help.
Besides purifying previous karma, besides stopping the creation
of negative actions, besides stopping the future suffering
results that will be experienced in this or other lifetimes,
besides stopping these, the precepts do not allow the person
to bring up the negative mind. They protect the person away
from bringing up the negative mind. So at the same time as
the person has taken precepts, the mind lives in discipline
and it helps the mind to not be confused. Why? Because it
stops the negative mind that makes the mind confused, that
is itself confused. So keeping the mind away from the negative
mind is the instant benefit of the precepts. As long as the
person is living in the discipline, the mind is living in
the discipline.
This is just talking about one day, but if the person keeps
them for one week, two weeks, that many incredible benefits
are created. That much suffering result of negative karma
is stopped, the person doesn’t have to experience it,
that much purification of previous negative karma is done.
So this is just to have some clear idea.
Then also one thing, a simple thing. In order to receive
the boundless state of samsara, of suffering, the everlasting
happiness, it is necessary to realize shunyata, absolute
nature. That depends on having concentration, and having
concentration depends on morality. Just like this.
For instance, if the water if it is dirty we cannot see
what is underneath, we cannot see through it. If it is shaking
also we can’t see through it clearly. In order to see
underneath clearly, the water first of all has to be clean
and then it has to be calm. Just like this, in order to realize
the mind nature, the absolute nature of oneself, in order
to clearly see this, it is necessary to have concentration
and a mind that is not distracted. It is necessary to have
concentration, and not be distracted by other hindrances—to
be able to control the mind away from hindrances, agitation,
and sluggishness, many things like this. Having concentration
depends on controlling the mental scattering thoughts and
the mental hindrances. Controlling them, we have control
of the mind. The mind can be straight, the mind can be calm
and kept straight. Also, with this concentration it is very
easy to realize shunyata. So therefore in order to control
the mind, to not be distracted by mental agitation, it is
necessary to keep the body, speech, and mind clean. Mainly
the mind—clean or pure. How? From the negative actions
of speech, body, and mind, like this. Not disciplining the
negative actions of speech, body, and mind is like dirty
water, and the mind not being controlled, always distracted,
is like water moving so much that we cannot see through it,
like not seeing the mind nature. Discipline is very useful
for mind control and especially to realize the mind nature,
and that is useful for achieving enlightenment.
I think that’s all. I think fifteen minutes late,
I am sorry. Supper is late!
DEDICATION
Then as you get up tomorrow morning, I think it will start
at five am., instead of feeling, “How boring it is,
I don’t want to get up and take ordination,” instead
of feeling like this, which only make you exhausted, doesn’t
help other people or yourself, think, “I am not sure
when my death will happen, when it will come, not sure. Whether
it will be today or tomorrow, not sure. Even after this life,
suffering is not ceased, but continuously has to be experienced
in samsara. Besides that I have to release from samsara,
from the boundaries of suffering and ignorance and remember
that there are numberless other sentient beings suffering
in samsara, in the boundaries of suffering. Due to delusion
and karma, numberless sentient beings are in incredible suffering,
suffering more than me. I am so happy now not having many
problems having food to eat, clothes to put on, having choice
in what I want to do. So many sentient beings, numberless
sentient beings, are in incredible suffering, not knowing
how day or night goes.” Even human beings on the earth,
besides other sentient beings, remember other sentient beings’ suffering.
Then think, as the compassion rises by thinking of other
beings’ suffering, “How can I benefit them? The
best way it is to achieve enlightenment. By achieving enlightenment
I can release them from all suffering and lead them into
enlightenment. Therefore in order to receive enlightenment
I need purification, I have to observe karma, morality—therefore
I am going to take ordination.” Like this it is very
simple. Think like this as you come to take ordination, your
mind very happy, not tired, exhausted, not bored, getting
up early in the morning and taking ordination with happiness,
with rejoicefulness. If you spontaneously think like this,
also during the day your mind will be joyful, you will see
yourself as meaningful and beneficial for other sentient
beings. Thinking like this is the perfect arrangement in
your mind for taking ordination.
Day Fifteen
Wednesday, 20th November
Precepts
In order for the action of taking ordination to become a
Dharma action, it is necessary that it be possessed by the
pure thought that goes in the Dharma. Besides that, for the
action of taking ordination to become the cause of enlightenment,
it is necessary that it be possessed by the pure thought
of bodhicitta. Therefore it is necessary to briefly think
like this. “Myself and all sentient beings have been
suffering generally in samsara, particularly in the suffering
realms, from beginningless samsaric lifetime. Myself and
all sentient beings are still not released from samsara.
If I really think about how much I have been suffering, how
long I have been suffering in samsara, the boundaries of
the suffering, the numberless times I have been suffering
in the evil destinies, the numberless times I was born as
a preta and suffered, the numberless times I was born as
an animal and suffered, the numberless times I was born in
the narak realms and suffered—it is unbearable thinking
how much and how long I have been suffering in these different
realms. It is something now I should be exhausted of, tired
of according to the numberless times spent experiencing different
suffering in the realms from beginningless time. According
to that, I should already have the renounced mind of samsara.
Because of the ignorance not knowing all these past experiences,
I am still continuously creating the cause of samsara. Besides
that much suffering that I have experienced from beginningless
previous lifetimes, as long as I follow the wrong conception
that thinks of dependent things as independent and impermanent
things as permanent and believes in the impurities as pure,
such as one’s own body and what the body contains,
as long as I follow these wrong conceptions I will have to
experience suffering in samsara endlessly, again circling
round.”
If you think of all the future suffering, if you really
know all the future suffering that each person will have
to experience in different samsaric realms according to the
karma that has been collected from previous lifetimes until
now, the suffering result that we will have to experience
in samsara is something that will have to be experienced
for a long time, for unimaginable numbers of eons. It is
something that we cannot guess, imagine—the end of
the suffering caused by previous karma; it is something that
we cannot guess, imagine. According to this, all the different
types of suffering that will have to be experienced by me,
according to this, by checking this, it is such an unbearable
thing. Just relaxing and doing some meaningless action without
working on something in order to stop experiencing all these
future sufferings, it is an incredible thing, such an unbearable
thing that makes you unable even to fall asleep, to eat,
or to relax. Guru Shakyamuni Buddha, before he entered the
path and received enlightenment, was also an ordinary person
like us. By having met the Mahayana guru and having kept
the Mahayana ordination of eight precepts, he received enlightenment
and enlightened numberless other sentient beings. Just like
he did, also we have the possibility to do.
“Releasing just myself from the boundaries of suffering
samsara and receiving everlasting happiness is not enough,
is not sufficient. All sentient beings are the field from
which I receive all my past happiness and they are field
from which also I receive all my present happiness and they
are field from which I will receive my future happiness,
and also they are field from which I receive all my realizations
including enlightenment. At the beginning of the path I have
to depend on the help of sentient beings, in the middle of
the path I have to depend on the help of sentient beings,
and even at the end of the path I have to depend on the help
and kindness of sentient beings.
“Most sentient beings are extremely suffering, not
having the Dharma wisdom to fully see what is to be practiced
and what is to be avoided, what is positive and what is negative
action. Not knowing what is the cause of actual happiness
and what is the cause of actual suffering. Not having met
the Dharma, not having met the Mahayana guru to lead them
on the path to enlightenment, continuously suffering, creating
karma with ignorance. So as in this specific time I have
received a perfect human rebirth and have met the Mahayana
teaching, and have also met the teacher explaining the path,
and have a little bit wisdom to understand what is to be
practiced, what is to be avoided, what is the cause of happiness,
what is the cause of suffering—therefore I am responsible,
as I have such a precious chance, I am responsible for releasing
all the suffering sentient beings from suffering and leading
them to enlightenment.
“Who has that capability to enlighten all sentient
beings by releasing them from suffering? For instance, now,
myself, now I don’t have that capability. Who has that
capability? Only the Buddha has that capability, that perfect
power. Therefore I must achieve enlightenment first. In order
to achieve enlightenment I must complete the whole realization
of the graduated path. Completing the whole realization of
the graduated path depends on disciplining the speech and
body. That depends on disciplining the mind. So the whole
thing including enlightenment depends on disciplining the
mind.
“Therefore I am going to take the Mahayana ordination
until tomorrow morning, sunrise.”
Then you do the visualization with feeling. Purifying the
way you see the ordinary person granting the ordination,
visualize that person as Guru Shakyamuni Buddha, in the form
of Guru Shakyamuni Buddha, surrounded by numberless other
buddhas and bodhisattvas. Then in their presence think, “I
am taking the ordination.” Then you repeat as I say
the prayer. If it is uncomfortable or painful then you don’t
have to kneel down. Receiving ordination does not depend
on how the person keeps the legs.
PRAYER
When I say “dag ming,” after that you mention
your name, which means—you may have understood yesterday
by reading—”As previous buddhas observed the
ordination in order to make sentient beings receive enlightenment
to stop all the epidemic disease, to stop all the famine
problems, and to release all sentient beings from suffering
and benefit them, I, called such and such, also will observe
ordination for that reason.” So totally it means this.
At the end of the third repetition when I say, “yang
dag par lang war gyi o,” then think, while you are
visualizing the holy object of Guru Shakyamuni Buddha surrounded
by numberless buddhas and bodhisattvas, think, “In
their presence I have received perfect, pure ordination.” Visualize
the ordination in the form of light and from your head down
to your feet, each atom of your body is all filled up with
light. Think, “Now I have fully received the ordination.”
Also repeat the prayer of the precepts thinking, “As
previous tathagatas, the buddhas, observed the precepts,
I will observe also the precepts until tomorrow morning only
for the sake of other sentient beings.” In the depth
of your mind think, “I am going to take these precepts,
remembering the numberless sentient beings, thinking of the
numberless other sentient beings’ sufferings.”
PRAYER OF PRECEPTS
When I say ----- then you have to answer -----. Also repeat
the mantra that revives the broken precepts, and to be able
to keep the precepts purely.
MANTRA
Repeat also this, the last prayer and dedication.
PRAYER AND DEDICATION
Think, “Due to the merits of taking ordination may
I be successful according to the meaning of the prayer.” Also
think, “Due to the past and present merits of taking
ordination and also future merits, may I achieve enlightenment
quickly in order to enlighten all sentient beings by thinking
of myself as empty of independence and the merit that is
dedicated for sentient beings as empty of independence, and
also all sentient beings and enlightenment as empty of independence.”
Then make three prostrations. Also visualize Guru Shakyamuni
Buddha.
Only two or three words. Since we took ordination, precepts,
the most important thing during the day is to remember the
number of the precepts frequently. It is very easy to break
the precepts because the mind is unconscious of the action
and unthinking—the mind is not used to being conscious
of the actions. We are not accustomed, not trained, not disciplined,
so therefore it is new thing, and it is easy to forget it.
Therefore, the method is trying to remember frequently—this
helps to not break the precepts, makes the mind conscious
of the actions of speech, body, and mind. The most important
thing is, instead of feeling as if you are in the prison,
sort of complete control or something, instead of suffering
by thinking this, it is necessary to remember that you motivated
for sentient beings. Think, “I have a great responsibility
now, I have taken great responsibility—I have made
the vow to keep the precepts only for the sake of other sentient
beings, for each sentient being, including all the human
beings, animals—all suffering beings. The whole country,
all my friends, enemies, everything. I have a great responsibility
as I have made this vow.” That is keeping the precepts
in order to receive enlightenment for the sake of sentient
beings and also cause sentient beings to release from suffering
and receive enlightenment for each sentient being, the sentient
beings that you see here, even just around here, the people
even that you see here, even each of the persons here, the
sentient beings here that we see, we have made the vow to
keep the precepts for each of the sentient beings. So this
is a big responsibility.
Usually the people who work in one country, like the President,
which has a certain number of million people is recognized
as so important, having great responsibility. However, as
we took the precepts, as we made the vow to keep the precepts
of speech, body, and mind for each sentient being, this is
the greatest responsibility, this is the most pure work.
That’s the best help for sentient beings, because in
this way it brings enlightenment, it quickly brings peace
to sentient beings. This is the correct way, this is the
actual cause. So remembering this responsibility that you
took on during the vow for each sentient being, whether you
care about Buddha or not, because Buddha you don’t
see, as you have made the vow for each sentient being, by
thinking of that responsibility and thinking of sentient
beings’ suffering, which are greater than your suffering,
this can help you also to generate compassion. Compassion
makes you keep the percepts purely, not break them, not be
lazy. Even in the day, as you see each person, animal, insect,
and thing, be conscious, thinking, “I am working for
them, I am keeping precepts for them, in order to release
them from suffering and help them reach enlightenment.” This
is very helpful. Also when you can see that you are working
for each sentient being, you see yourself as meaningful,
and in this way make your mind happy.
9 am
From the holy speech of the great bodhisattva Tenzin Gyaltsen, “The
moon of the mind is bodhicitta, the sun of the mind is bodhicitta,
the jewel of the mind is bodhicitta, the nectar of the mind
is also bodhicitta. As the external rising moon cools and
dispels the darkness, the moon of our mind that cools mental
suffering and dispels mental darkness is bodhicitta.”
Mental darkness is the ignorance not knowing the nature
and karma. Just like the sun that stops the cold and makes
plants and crops grow, the sun of the mind that stops cold
suffering and makes the virtuous crops, which means the realizations
from the beginning of the graduated path down to the end,
enlightenment, is bodhicitta. The jewel of the mind is bodhicitta.
The meaning of jewel—usually jewels means the wish-fulfilling
jewel, if you have that jewel whatever you think of, you
can receive. Just like this the jewel of the mind that brings
all samsaric happiness, the happiness of nirvana, the boundless
state of suffering, the most sublime happiness of enlightenment,
all the happiness of the jewel of the mind that brings all
the happiness including the happiness that the person receives
as the person feels hot, just even an air passing through,
feeling cool, including even that small pleasure—the
jewel of the mind brings all these happinesses. The jewel
of the mind that brings all this happiness is bodhicitta.
The nectar of the mind is bodhicitta. The meaning is this—nectar
is usually the best medicine to cure physical and mental
sufferings and give bliss. The nectar of the mind cures all
the mind disease, all the delusions. That nectar of the mind
is bodhicitta.
All these things—sun, moon, jewels, nectars—all
these examples are given in order to figure out the benefits
of bodhicitta. In order to understand the knowledge of bodhicitta.
However, even in these examples there is nothing to compare
to the knowledge and benefits of bodhicitta, because the
benefits and the knowledge of this sun, moon, nectar, and
material jewels are so limited according to the knowledge
and benefits of bodhicitta. They cannot function as bodhicitta
can function. They don’t have all the benefits, all
the value that bodhicitta has.
However, as this is the best method to cure all suffering,
it is worthwhile, as we have the chance this time, to try
to train the mind in this pure thought of bodhicitta. It
is necessary to start it this moment. Also it is necessary
to cultivate such pure thought in order for the action of
listening to Dharma to become a cause of enlightenment. Therefore
think, “I must achieve enlightenment for the benefit
of all mother sentient beings. For this reason I must complete
the whole realization of the graduated path. Therefore I
am going to listen to the teaching on the graduated path.” However,
in the depth of mind feel, “I am going to do this for
the sake of other sentient beings.” At there is the
feeling like that in the depth of mind, it is pure.
The listening subject is the Mahayana teaching that leads
the fortunate person to enlightenment. This was well expounded
by the great philosophers Nagarjuna and Asanga. It is a profound
teaching, the essence of the great pandits Atisha and Guru
Tsongkhapa’s understanding of the teaching. It includes
the 84,000 teachings shown by Guru Shakyamuni Buddha. All
these teachings are set up for the practice of one person’ achievement
of enlightenment.
This commentary on the graduated path has four outlines.
In order to show reference, the knowledge of the author.
In order to bring up devotion, the knowledge of the teachings.
The way of listening to and explaining the teaching, and
the way of leading the disciple on the path to enlightenment.
The last one has two—the way of following the guru
who is the root of the path and the way of training the mind
on the graduated path. The way of training the mind on the
graduated path has two—persuading the mind to take
the essence with the perfect human rebirth and the way of
taking the essence with the perfect human rebirth. The way
of taking the essence with the perfect human rebirth is divided
into three—the method, the way of taking the essence
with the perfect human rebirth—the graduated path of
the lower being, the graduated path of the middle being,
and the graduated path of the higher being. First the graduated
path of the lower being, which has two –seeking a better
future life and following the method for the happiness of
the future life. Bringing up the desire to seek the better
future life has two outlines also—remembering the shortness
of the human life and death and thinking of the happy rebirth
or the suffering rebirth.
Part of this meditation at this time is remembering the
shortness of the human life and death. Generally it is like
this. Many times also in other previous lifetimes we met
the teaching, and even though we were born in a place where
there was Dharma existing, we didn’t follow it, and
even though we believed in the Dharma, had devotion in the
Dharma, we didn’t practice. The reason we are not released
from samsara, the reason we are still living in samsara,
is mainly due to not remembering death. It is not because
we never got teachings from beginningless previous lifetimes
until now, it is not because of that. It is because of not
remembering the shortness of life and not actually realizing
the nature of the suffering death. Therefore also other realization,
such as receiving bodhicitta, such as realizing the mind
nature, such as receiving the fully renounced mind of samsara,
have been stopped. That’s why we are not released from
samsara yet. All these realizations are based on remembering
the shortness of life and death.
For instance, like this. Those who have read the Guru Shakyamuni
Buddha’s twelve events may know a little bit, but however
you see, at the very beginning when Guru Shakyamuni received
enlightenment under the bodhi tree, that was through fully
realizing the absolute nature, bodhicitta, and the renounced
mind of samsara, besides many other realizations of the six
paramitas, the five paths, and the ten grounds. He received
all these realizations including enlightenment and after
he was enlightened he gave sermons, Dharma sermons, gave
teachings to numberless other sentient beings and led them
on the path. What caused it, what made him follow the path,
and have all these realizations, all these beneficial actions?
At first, it started by the realization of death and impermanent
life. He descended and was conceived in his mother’s
womb and then took the princely life. Then he took the form
of getting married, and while he was in the palace there
were four gates, one gate on each side, and he saw different
suffering examples through each gate. Through one gate he
saw an old man who couldn’t walk, but had to rely on
sticks. Due to this event he discovered suffering nature.
After that, through one door he saw a dead man carried by
people. Due to this, he realized death, discovered the nature
of suffering death. So like this. Through each gate he saw
a different suffering example, and met a different event.
Seeing each example he discovered the suffering nature. This
was the very first cause.
Many students have stories of what caused them to come to
the Dharma, what made them find interest, to understand Dharma,
to read Dharma course. Each person has his own story, different
story. Some say that they found certain books and that’s
how they got interested in understanding Buddhadharma. Some
people read Lobsang Rampa’s books. Anyway, there are
different stories. Some say because my friend was very happy
with what he is doing, the methods, the teaching, and what
he understood was helping him very much. Each person has
a different story. Some have the story that in the West there
is nothing new to learn, no method for the mind problems.
Going to the University, learning different subjects going
to Church, whatever different subjects are learned do not
solve the life problem. They say as they read Dharma books,
as they read the teaching explained by Buddha, they find
different methods. People have different stories.
The very first cause, the very first thing that made Guru
Shakyamuni achieve all these realizations, receiving enlightenment
and helping numberless other sentient beings—was always
caused by this realization. The realization of the suffering
nature, the shortness of life and death.
Not only Guru Shakyamuni Buddha, but also all those great
yogis who achieved enlightenment in their lifetime also started
from this realization—such as Milarepa, who also did
his first meditation on this subject. His not having fear
of the death, his having complete control over the death,
and not having fear of any other suffering, all this happened
due to this realization. For instance, Milarepa said in his
teaching, “I was scared of death and escaped to the
mountain. I have realized the nature of the mind which is
emptiness—now even when death comes, I have no upset,
no worry.” His having complete control over death and
his fears by realizing his mind nature was mainly caused
by having the realization of the shortness and impermanence
of life and the death. Generally it is like this, this is
important. If the person doesn’t remember death, the
person doesn’t remember Dharma, the practice of Dharma.
The person who doesn’t remember death doesn’t
have worry, he is not concerned about anything—such
as the suffering that comes after death. That’s how
he doesn’t remember to practice Dharma. So his life
just passes doing meaningless actions. If one doesn’t
remember death even though one remembers Dharma, the person
cannot practice, he can’t find the time to do it. He
thinks, “Practicing Dharma is not urgent, I can do
it later on after several years or months.” The mind
feels that the practice of Dharma is not so urgent, not so
important, and that what is more important is the temporal
works that bring reputation, food, clothing, and material
things. The mind thinking this is more important. In the
depth of the person’s mind there is the feeling like
this. This is more important than the Dharma, so the person
puts off Dharma to do this afterwards, and that’s how
person doesn’t find time to practice Dharma. This is
also due to not remembering death.
Then third, if one doesn’t remember death, even though
one tries to practice Dharma, one can’t purely practice
Dharma. How? Because even though the person tries to practice
Dharma, the mental hindrances come, the evil thought of the
worldly Dharmas come, and that makes that person’s
practice impure. As this evil thought arise, they make the
person’s practice impure.
For instance, when some students go back to the West, then
to show that they know meditation, something they learned
from the East, they try to sit with crossed legs, eyes closed,
not moving. Even though they try to think of the meditation
subject, the mind not just blank, they try to think something,
they have a little bit of the wish to practice Dharma, but
then at that specific time this evil thought that expects
the reputation, that is attached to the happiness of this
life, at that time this evil thought comes. Because this
evil thought that expects reputation arises, the practice
of that Dharma, that meditation doesn’t become pure,
because his motivation is mixed with this evil thought. In
order to make that practice pure, what method is missing?
What caused the practice to become impure, the evil thought
to arise? Mainly, not remembering death. If they remember
death there is no way for the evil thought expecting reputation,
attached to the happiness of this life, to arise; it doesn’t
come. Because this method is missing, not remembering death,
the evil thought has found the chance to come to disturb
the person’s practice. This is a very important point.
Usually by remembering death, I don’t mean just saying, “Of
course I won’t last, of course I will die after some
time.” This idea everybody has is not sufficient, it
doesn’t mean just this. In order to make the practice
pure, the way of remembering death is mainly thinking that
the actual time of death is indefinite. Perhaps I may die
today, tomorrow, thinking in the short time, perhaps I may
die after a few hours. It is necessary to bring up the thought, “I
may die today.” This thought is necessary. If this
person’s meditation or practice does not become pure
Dharma, it is mainly because of not remembering death like
this. Not thinking, “I will die today, perhaps I may
die today,” the evil thought attached to the happiness
of this life comes. It is like this. It is scientific, the
way of benefiting, the way this is done, thinking, “I
may die today,” doubting, how this thought helps to
keep the mind and practice pure—this is a real thing
that definitely helps. Not just believing, this is something
that definitely works. If that person has this thought, as
this thought rises in the mind, he finds, “I am not
sure, perhaps I may die today, so what’s the purpose
or meaning of my expecting reputation. There is no purpose.” The
person doesn’t find purpose. The person doesn’t
find purpose for having reputation for these things. The
person doesn’t find much purpose to work in order to
gain happiness for this life because it is such short time.
As the person doesn’t find purpose, meaning, the attachment
doesn’t arise. It doesn’t come, doesn’t
come, there is no interest, it doesn’t come. So bringing
up this thought definitely stops the evil thought of the
worldly Dharmas from rising. So now you see, the person who
doesn’t have any of this evil thought, that person’s
mind is pure. He is only concerned with what will come after
death, not concerned with this short period, how to make
this short period of several hours happy, he has no interest.
He is concerned with this. The person’s work and methods
are mainly done for that, so that’s how his practice
becomes pure. It is a psychological thing. Actually this
is the best psychology in order to stop the mind disease
that we can learn from the teaching on the graduated path.
Usually psychologists, those who have limited knowledge,
don’t really have methods to stop attachment. This
is our biggest problem and they believe that without attachment
the life cannot exist.
So what is necessary to have in order for the daily life
meditations, to keep the daily life practice pure? The most
instant method, the most practical powerful method that you
can easily discover, use, is this thought thinking, “Perhaps
I may die today.” If this thought arises, there is
no question, no doubt that it can definitely stop the attachment.
Besides attachment, even anger and pride—many types
of negative mind, because the person who thinks that the
arising of such negative mind has no worth, no meaning. So
what is necessary in order to purely practice Dharma, in
order for the daily life actions to become pure, such as
practicing meditations, whatever it is, in order for those
to become the pure, is to continuously to keep this thought
and be conscious—this is always useful. This is what
is missing.
What betrays, what cheats the person, what makes the person
be controlled by attachment, controlled by the negative mind?
What makes the person be easily controlled by the evil thought
of the worldly Dharmas? The opposite thought that thinks, “I
am not going to die today,” which definitely believes,
intuitively thinks, spontaneously feels, “I am not
going to die today,” every morning once you are born.
Every morning when you get up all the time you are continuously
thinking, “I am not going to die today, I am going
to live.” This our experience. If you think now, it
is our experience. It is there, it is not something you can
buy from Kathmandu. It is something you have to get from
the book. If you check up it is there.
Because of this thought arising, you don’t care, and
as this thought comes, the thought of the Dharma doesn’t
come. The thought objecting to the evil thought of the worldly
Dharmas doesn’t come. Even though the person is trying
to do something, some positive action, trying to meditate
or something, it is very easy for the person to be controlled
by the evil thought. First of all the person may think, “I
should do something,” and then he starts meditation,
maybe reads book, says prayers, somehow something. Then somehow
while the person is not checking his mind, being unconscious,
the evil thought comes just like this. Just like a robber
coming to steal things from the house.
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Bringing up the thought thinking that, “I may die
today” for a few days, then forgetting, is not enough.
To be able continuously and purely practice the Dharma it
is necessary to have this method continuously. Then because
of this method you keep the practice continuously and purely.
Otherwise, like some people, after the course, they heard
a little bit of teaching, and all of a sudden they leave,
go to the mountains, go somewhere as if they are completely
absorbing somewhere, then after a month, two months, they
come back to the same situation, then afterwards there is
not so much feeling with the Dharma, the mind is not in the
same position as it was before. Then there is not so much
thought of doing meditation, things like this. Sometimes
you keep the life so tight, sometimes over-relaxed—this
is not really a wise method, not being skillful with the
life. Also even though the person knows the words, he doesn’t
use his mind, and they don’t become the medicine to
cure his mind disease, the negative mind. That kind of thing,
doing that for a short time as the person just heard the
teaching with a temporal emotion, then trying to do something,
even not eating food, doing this and that, cutting off so
many things. Then afterwards because the person has not that
much skill and is not so wise in the method, doesn’t
know the method to carry on, again it comes down. So like
this. In this way it is good that one month, even a short
period, he is trying something—it is good but that
is not a skillful method, not a method to bring realization
quickly. It doesn’t really help to complete the practice
of meditations. So if this thought continuously arises, the
practice of Dharma continuously comes. Also not only this,
not only Dharma, but because of not bringing up these thoughts
that I may die today, the person creates so much negative
karma in the lifetime. Because of not rising this thought,
they think, “I don’t care about creating any
heavy negative karma.” Then also because of not having
these thoughts, at death time the person has to die with
such great upset, great worry, without understanding, without
being capable of using the method, even though he learned
the method. It is good to understand these benefits. Remembering
this has great meaning—the person who achieves the
complete practice of the graduated path of the lower, middle,
and higher Being, all of this realization can be completed
by remembering this, due to this realization. It has great
meaning. Also remembering death and impermanent life is really
a very powerful method. Just like a hammer to mash, cut the
stones in pieces, just like the hammer, very powerful.
Also one thing, once one understands this it is easy to
use, not difficult to understand the subject, not like shunyata,
not like other meditations. The subject is not profound,
it is easy, it is something you can easily discover, you
can experience right away. By not thinking of how the negative
mind comes, how it disturbs you, thinking of this thought
helps—it is something one can easily experience, an
effect one can easily receive right away. It is a very simple
method, but so powerful, so effective. Actually this psychological
method and all the weapons of the countries, on this earth,
in these days the atomic bomb—if you compare the power
of the atomic bomb and this psychological method, this way
of meditation, there is nothing to compare. The atomic bomb
cannot stop attachment, but this meditation has the incredible
power to stop the attachment right away, to control it right
away. Just like this, for instance, I think some people were
asking two or three days ago—if I am with the family
what to do, how to stop the attachment? I think someone asked.
Whether there is attachment to the parents, husband, wife,
children, or possessions, as we discover strong attachment
rising then we should think, “This is the attachment
that keeps me in the boundaries of suffering.” It is
good to think this. There is not so much understanding in
the mind so there is not really that much feeling. If the
person really knows how attachment is suffering, the cause
of the boundaries of suffering, just by thinking this he
can control attachment. But for us now at the beginning it
is difficult. Thinking like this is useful. Then thinking, “I
may die today or tomorrow, it is not sure that I can definitely
exist, definitely live, it is not sure how many hours my
life will last.” Think that the actual time of death
is indefinite. Then think that it is more definite that death
will occur than existence. Before you think, not sure, but
the second time you think it is more definite that death
will occur than existence. So if you think especially about
the second one, it is very powerful. At the same time that
you think this with feeling, you can see you won’t
exist here all the time, just only for a short period. Therefore
why should you be attached to this person? There is no reason,
no interest. If you were going to be with this person all
the time, permanently, that would be something else. So therefore
there is no reason for attachment to arise. At the same time
when you think, you first think, you are not sure, but the
second time think that it is more definite that death will
occur than existence. At the same time that you think this,
you see the short period of life, and attachment automatically
gets lost, goes down, just like the wind in the balloon.
When you take off the knot that was tying that, all of a
sudden the balloon goes down. Anyway, just to express this
feeling, like this the attachment is lost all of a sudden.
Especially anger, pride—this is useful, very useful.
Generally attachment is more difficult to control than other
negative minds, for example anger, but of course it depends
on the individual. Each person has a different problem, some
have more problems with anger, some with attachment, some
with pride. However, especially with anger this is extremely
helpful. Because even though I exist, I live for a long time,
there is still no use in getting angry. Even if I live permanently,
it doesn’t bring peace to my mind. It only makes the
mind confused and violent. Even though I live forever, there
is no use for anger. So definitely it is not sure that I
am going to live for ever, or whether death is going to happen
today—I am not sure that it will happen today. So there
is no point in getting angry, better to not get angry. As
the person thinks this all of a sudden the anger will get
lost, becomes less, just like hot water in a pot, then you
put cold water—all of a sudden it relaxes. Just like
this. All of a sudden you change—by thinking this even
one minute, you change, you become a different person. Same
thing with pride, remembering this makes you completely control
all the delusions, that much this powerful, strong. Especially
at the beginning of Dharma practice it is very useful. Even
while the person is following path, this is very useful.
Even at the end this realization always helps.
For instance, Guru Shakyamuni Buddha gave teaching to numberless
other sentient beings living in the path was due to this
realization, so even at the end it is very helpful. Before
I said not remembering this makes the person create so much
negative karma, and now by remembering the benefits, it always
helps the person to not create negative karma and to create
positive karma. Before, not remembering that makes them worry,
have much suffering at death time, and by remembering this
even if death happens, due to this realization or remembrance,
the mind is happy at the death time, relaxed and happy, the
person dies with such a happy mind. So according to the practitioner
like this. Those who purely practice Dharma in this lifetime,
those meditators who have made a deeper practice at death
time, for them it is like going back home, like going to
a beautiful park for a picnic.
So second, a little bit lower than that, even though they
can’t spend their whole life in pure Dharma practice,
they create so much merit, make so much purification, even
though there is no high realization, so much purification
is done, so much merit collected, that when they die they
have no worry at death time—the mind is relaxed, there
is no upset mind. Somehow the mind is so relaxed and somehow
there is security in the mind thinking that I am not going
to be born in the suffering realm. Somehow there is security
that that person will receive a better rebirth, there is
a feeling of security in the mind. No doubt, not so much
worry, doubt, like this. The happy death is caused by this
realization, by this remembrance.
Death is definite, then nothing can stop death, even if
there is karma that can make the life longer, spontaneously
it becomes decayed, it stops, and also the life passes without
having the chance to practice Dharma, just like this. Half
the life finishes by sleep and rest, most of the time passes
in distraction, so just like this, life passes without having
the chance to practice Dharma. Because of all these reasons,
death is definite, and the actual time of death is indefinite.
Generally life in the world, in this specific world, nothing
is definite, there is no such exact life. Thinking like this,
of indefinite life, beings who are in this world having indefinite
life, thinking like this. Some die while in their mother’s
womb without having the chance to come out. Some die just
after the baby comes out of the mother’s womb, they
die without having the chance to grow. Some die when they
are babies without having the chance to grow older, like
this. Also whatever plan the person has, whatever plans different
people have, they die without having the chance to finish
them.
For instance, more examples. It is useful to think of more
examples. For instance, some tourists come from the West
and without having the chance to go back home they die. Also
people in schools plan to finish the course, but without
having time to finish the course, the University, they die.
Some people get a salary after a certain month, and with
the expectation of that salary, they work, but without having
chance to get it, that $100, I don’t know how much,
without having the chance to get it, they die. There are
many examples. Some go from their homes but they have the
definite belief, plan to come back. Going shopping, things
like this. By accidents, by car, they die without having
the chance to come back home. Some people go to the movies
without having the chance to come back—they die. There
are so many examples proving the actual time of death is
indefinite. Some people buy apartments, beautiful apartments,
the whole building is beautiful, just making it ready to
enjoy with flowers, paintings, many things, then just at
the time they are ready to enjoy, the person dies. All of
a sudden something happens, the life finishes without having
the chance to enjoy that beautiful thing that you put lot
of energy into, like this. Some people make so many arrangements
in the house, so many clothes to wear at different times,
in summer, winter, special days. Then even they buy the clothes,
they have made a definite plan like this from their mind
but without having the time to put them on, without having
the time to have the experience of wearing them, life passes.
Some people also, while they are eating, without having time
to finish food on the plate, they die There have been many,
I am not joking. Some people, while eating meat, the bone
goes inside and they die without finishing a small quantity
of food on the plate. A few years ago in India one army leader
died from eating fish. The bone went inside and he died.
Many other people. Also many people go on expeditions and
without having time to come down and go home, they die on
the mountain due to an avalanche or other conditions. Like
the army, they have arrangements to come home and do things
but without having the chance to come back they die. Even
the person who has collected so much money in the bank, without
having the chance to use it by himself, without having time,
his life passes. Also some people make arrangements for weddings.
They have made definite plans to enjoy life, they make lots
of children. But some even die just before the festival—they
have been making arrangements for that but without having
time to enjoy the festival, the wedding, they die.
For instance, one example of a man called Dawa Tragpa. He
worked as a servant for a family, and after a long time working,
maybe a year, a month, he saved up a quantity of wheat from
his work. He had a big sack of wheat from working for a long
time. He collected all this wheat. Then he came back to his
home with this big sack of wheat. He had so many idea coming, “Now
I am very rich, I have big sack of wheat.” He thought, “Now
I can enjoy life, I should have a wife, I should get married.
Then after I get married, I will have children. Then the
child has to be named.” Then he was very concerned
with what name should be given to the child. He couldn’t
think of one. So after a long time the moon rose, and the
light of the rays of the moon came through the window, in
his room. All of a sudden he saw the moon and the light and
he thought to call the child “Famous moon.” Tak.pa means far farmed, Da.wa. means moon. So Da.wa Tak.pa—Moon
Famous. All of a sudden this thought came. Then he found
this such beautiful, wonderful name that he was extremely
happy and he couldn’t stand it, so he got up and found
a long stick, and then carrying this long stick then he danced
around the room. The big sack of wheat was hanging near his
bed on the ceiling. As he was dancing with the stick, so
happy at finding this name, the stick got stuck in the big
sack of wheat. Then all of a sudden the rope broke and it
fell on him and killed him. But he had made so many plans.
First of all to have the wedding, then second, the child,
then third, the child’s name. But his life finished
without having time to get married, to make the child, or
to give the name. This is just one example. There are many
like this.
Some people write books and have made certain plans, and
without having the time to complete writing the book, they
die. Some people go to see their family, coming from their
workplace or another place, and on the way by some accident,
without having time to see their parents, they die. Also
we can see that many patients die on the way to hospital,
without having the chance to reach the hospital. And many
patients in the hospital die without having the time to go
home. They had plans to go home but they die in the hospital
without having the time to come back home. There are many
people like this. Some people at death time try to give a
will, a last talk, the very last talk in this life. But they
can’t even complete the will. The person begins it
but cannot complete it, because there is no power to talk—the
mouth gets dry at death time, they cannot even say it clearly.
Very unclear words. So even without having the chance, the
time to complete as the person wanted, the person dies in
the middle of the talk. Also while doctors are working in
the hospital for other patients, without having the time
to cure those other patients, they die first, their life
finishes first.
The last one is that the actual time of death is indefinite
and the life of this human being in this specific world is
indefinite. Like this, as I explained before, the baby time,
in the mother’s womb, after that remember these examples—it
doesn’t have to be exactly as I tell—you can
find so many examples as you saw. This is something we always
see and hear but we don’t really feel, we don’t
really feel it even though we hear it. It is very useful
to think like this. If you think of another person like this,
dying like this without having the time to complete things
as they plan, each time as you think remember the examples,
the different subjects, thinking that it is possible also
that this will happen to me. Not sure. As you find easy examples,
like some people who came from the West, and without having
the time to go back to the West, they die. Like those other
persons, not sure. There is the danger that a similar thing
can happen to me. As you hear, see outside that things happen
to these people, take it on yourself to realize the impermanent
nature of life and death. The purpose is to escape from the
danger and fear of death.
Just momentarily talking, according to the temporal things
that we want, without talking about enlightenment and realizations,
this is what we want—not to have fear of death, danger
of death. This is the method. So each time you remember and
see an example, how different things happen in our lifetime,
since childhood—so many things happened to other people,
how many friends died so far, if you check up, so many people
we know, lived with, traveled with, many people died in our
life, many friends died like this. Each of them died without
finishing something, without finishing their plan. A different
work was not finished. So as you remember, take all these
examples, thinking that this danger can happen to me. As
you find each one, take it on yourself. This is very useful,
more useful than just remembering the other person’s
death. Like this you do meditation.
Then also you can do the meditation on the evolution of
death, the different signs happening, the different elements
absorbing. Read books and do the visualization as if you
are in the process of death. Then try to feel it, try to
see it. Also after that, follow the outlines—after
the indefinite life of the human being in this specific world,
after checking like this, then check everything that makes
life exist, to have a longer life, to keep you healthy—even
these become condition of death, causes of death. Again go
through many examples like the house that was built to have
a longer life, but then the person dies, gets killed by the
house collapsing. There are many examples—try to remember
each example. You make commentary, give a lecture to yourself.
Day Sixteen
Thursday, 21st November
Precepts
Before taking the ordination, it is necessary that the action
be possessed by the pure motivation, the thought that goes
in the Dharma. For the action to become the cause of enlightenment,
it is necessary that it be possessed by the pure thought
of bodhicitta. Therefore briefly think like this, “Myself
and all other sentient beings have been experiencing the
suffering of the naraks, all the different sufferings of
the naraks, in numberless times from beginningless samsaric
lifetimes. Also myself and all other sentient beings have
been experiencing the suffering of pretas in numberless times
from beginningless previous lifetime. Also myself and all
other sentient beings have been experiencing the suffering
of animals, all the different types of suffering of animals,
numberless times from beginningless samsaric lifetimes.”
If you really remember all the experiences of your previous
lifetimes, it is something that makes you feel unbearable,
extremely unbearable, and if you can remember the whole experience
of suffering, it is something now that you should get an
extremely exhausted feeling about, that it is unbearable
even to create even a negative action in the dream.
“Still I am continuously following the wrong conceptions
such as attachment that is attached to the happiness of this
life, the wrong conception of the self “I” and
the self-cherishing thought. As long as I follow these wrong
conceptions, they will cause me to suffer in samsara endlessly,
again circling around as I have before. Once I have received
such a perfect human rebirth, and met the method that releases
from suffering and the cause of suffering, still following
the wrong conceptions and creating negative karma is extremely
foolish. There is no greater ignorance than this, nothing
more foolish than this, no greater loss than this.”
“As Guru Shakyamuni Buddha received enlightenment
and enlightened numberless other sentient beings, by having
met the guru and following the eight Mahayana precepts, also
did, so it is possible for me. Releasing myself alone from
samsara is not sufficient, not enough. All sentient beings
are the field from which I receive all my past, present,
and future happiness including enlightenment. At the beginning
of the Dharma practice, I have to depend on the kindness
of the sentient beings. Even in the middle of the Dharma
practice, I have to depend on the kindness of sentient beings.
And at the end of the Dharma practice, also I have to depend
on the kindness of sentient beings. Sentient beings are the
principal relative. Just as in this example of the field
where there are crops growing, the field where I receive
my enjoyments, because I am receiving enjoyments, my food
from there, the enjoyment that makes the life happy, therefore
I take care of the field, I am responsible of taking care
of the field, keeping it away from dangers. I am responsible
for looking after it. Just like this example, I am responsible
for looking after all the infinitely kind sentient beings.
The best way to benefit or repay their kindness is to release
from suffering and enlighten them. Who has that capability?
Only Buddha has that capability. At the moment I cannot even
guide myself, I cannot even solve my own problems, therefore
it is necessary first of all that I achieve enlightenment
in order to enlighten all sentient beings. In order to achieve
enlightenment, it is necessary to discipline the body and
speech. Disciplining speech and body depends on disciplining
the mind. For these reasons I am going to take the Mahayana
ordination and keep the precepts until tomorrow morning.”
Visualize the person granting ordination as Guru Shakyamuni
Buddha surrounded by numberless other buddhas and bodhisattvas,
and think that you actually taking ordination in the presence
of them, and think that you are reciting the prayer that
is said by Guru Shakyamuni Buddha. At the end of the third
repetition of the prayer, as you have been visualizing Guru
Shakyamuni Buddha surrounded by numberless buddhas and bodhisattvas,
think, “In their presence I have now fully received
the Mahayana ordination in the form of light,” and
each atom of your body from the head down to the feet is
full of light.
PRAYER
Think, “I am going to observe the precepts for one
day as previous Tathagatas they followed the precepts.”
PRAYER OF THE PRECEPTS
Repeat also the mantra in order to revive the broken precepts
and to be able to keep the precepts pure.
MANTRA
DEDICATION PRAYERS
Think, “Due to the merits of taking the ordination
and also to other past, present, and future merits, whatever
the meaning of the prayer contains, may it be successful.” Think
of yourself, the creator of the merit, and enlightenment
and sentient beings as empty of the independence, and dedicate
also like this, “May I receive enlightenment on the
basis of the realization of bodhicitta, the absolute true
nature, and the fully renouncing mind of samsara in order
to enlighten all mother sentient beings as quickly as possible.”
(Lama Yeshe gave lecture 9 am)
4 pm
So this morning we didn’t have to spend much time—like
we did in the morning always hearing about this word “bodhicitta.” Generally
we may have motivated already from the morning time but it
is always worthwhile to repeat just to be careful.
“I must achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all
sentient beings, therefore I am going to listen to the teaching
on the graduated path.” It is necessary that this action
be possessed with the pure thought of bodhicitta. Also, usually
I repeat the outlines of the lam.drun teaching, the teaching
that I received first in my life. So anyway there is a purpose
to repeat the outlines and because ... generally it is like
this.
Generally there is all kinds of different divisions of subjects
and chapters and you can go into much detail in each subject,
you can go into wider subjects. From this, there are all
kinds of different commentaries on the graduated path—the
great commentary written by Guru Tsongkhapa and many other
different commentaries on that written by others, Guru Tsongkhapa’s
disciples, other Tibetan ascetic lamas, who lived their lives
in the graduated path, trained in the graduated path. There
are many other commentaries written by Guru Tsongkhapa’s
disciples that show the essence, makes it very easy to understand
the great commentary written by Guru Tsongkhapa and other
teachings, other philosophies, many other deep philosophical
subjects written by the previous Indian pandits.
However, there are a different number of pages. Sometimes
such as the text jang.chub lam.drun, the “Lamp of the
Path to Enlightenment,” the text that explains about
the graduated path to enlightenment written by the great
pandit Atisha. This is only a few pages but explains the
whole 84,000 teachings, it includes every teaching with nothing
missing. Hinayana, Mahayana, Vajrayana, nothing is missing,
as I often repeat in the outlines, nothing is missing. Even
a letter “R,” just one letter “R” on
the piece of paper, even the subject of this is included
in this teaching of a few pages, the teaching jang.chub
lam.drun written by Atisha. Fully understanding this teaching, any
pieces of a letter that you see you can use ... there is
a method to take the meaning of that into the path to enlightenment.
That text has that much knowledge.
The subject is incredible. Extremely wide, unimaginably
wide subject. Even though it is such an extensive subject,
setting up the outlines makes the subject so small, very
condensed, so there is no confusion in the mind. It is very
easy to start, to learn, very easy to get the whole idea.
It is very useful, extremely useful, not just for understanding,
but also for meditation. It really gives a good method to
do meditation. Setting up the outlines doesn’t cause
confusion, for instance, like usually there is a book that
just talks, no outlines, nothing, it just goes on and on,
and then how do you meditate? After reading that, how do
you meditate, how do you start, you have no method, that
book doesn’t explain, doesn’t have a key. Some
people read so many books, but they don’t know how
to practice, how to start meditation, they don’t know
how to begin. Even though they know intellectually they receive
many words from that book. Partly this can be a mistake for
the person, partly from his ignorance, and partly from the
book. There is great meaning and purpose in going through
outlines. Going through outlines you can see the whole subject
that is in this teaching. It can be explained—all these
84,000 teachings that take incredible lifetimes—but
also you can see the subject that these teachings contain.
Through outlines you can see so clearly. This time I didn’t
plan to talk about this but it just happened. Perhaps this
is also useful for a person who is going to meditate on the
graduated path, continuously training the mind, continuously
doing the meditations, it is useful to know. Also the different
outlines are a psychological method set up by Atisha and
Guru Tsongkhapa. They set up these outlines, these different
level of meditations according to the other person’s
level of mind—how to build it up, how to develop it.
This is a psychological method.
For instance, like this, simply talking. First of all like
this. According to the subject, the first meditation is generally
the way of following the guru who is the root of the path.
That meditation comes first according to the text generally.
Then the way of training the mind in the graduated path to
enlightenment, that actually starts from the perfect human
rebirth. By following the guru then how to train the mind
in the graduated path, then after the meditations on following
the guru then comes the way of training the mind in the graduated
path, starting from perfect human rebirth like this. So before
explaining the method on how to take the essence, if the
person’s mind is not persuaded by explaining these
three meditations on perfect human rebirth, the great difficulty
of receiving, and the usefulness of the perfect human rebirth,
even if the method is explained the person has no energy
and the person may not listen. The person may not pay attention,
may not take care of it—how to take the essence with
this perfect human rebirth, even though it is explained.
Therefore it is a psychological method, first of all persuading
his mind. The method of these three meditations comes and
show previously that he has received a perfect human rebirth
and how useful it is.
You see, for instance, if a child found a diamond and didn’t
know, and someone explained, “This is so valuable,” then
he knows that it is so precious and he takes care of it,
more care than of any other possession. Some people take
care of their possessions more than their body, their life.
He uses his body to take care of his possessions because
he sees some value. He thinks about how much value that material
has. Thinking this, he uses his life to take care of that
possession. He uses his life and he becomes servant of the
material, and he uses his life for that. He gives up his
life for that material. That is because of seeing the value
of that. Just like this with the perfect human rebirth, understanding
the usefulness of the perfect human rebirth, and also the
great difficulty of receiving the perfect human rebirth.
Then after understanding this, even if the method is explained,
how to take the essence, how to make this life meaningful
by taking the essence, if it is explained to the person and
he listens and also practices, there is a way, there is a
possibility, to develop the person’s wisdom. So it
doesn’t become like speaking into space, explaining
Dharma in space. Somehow it becomes much more beneficial.
Then comes the way of taking the essence. The method is
divided into three—the graduated path of the lower
being, the graduated path of the middle being, and the graduated
path of the higher being, like this. Then the graduated path
of the lower being. For instance, bringing up the thought
seeking a better future life and then following the method
that brings happiness in the future life. Then bringing up
the thought seeking a better future, which has two outlines—remembering
death and the shortness of life and thinking of the suffering
or happiness that comes after this life. Then for instance,
now we have briefly talked about the shortness of human life
and death, so according to the outline, how it is a psychological,
useful method, how it is set up according to the person’s
mind. For instance, after death comes the explanation of
suffering, the explanation of the three suffering realms.
That is to show that by creating negative karma there is
such a suffering result that has to be experienced—that
is to show the incredible, terrible suffering that is to
be experienced by creating negative karma, that will definitely
be experienced. “I created negative karma that many
times, is I will have to experience all these suffering results,
being born in these suffering realms.” But then what
is the method? The person checks up the method, person seeks
the method before death, what to do? How to stop it? How
to stop the lower suffering rebirth? The method is given—refuge,
the fundamental method, the essential method that saves and
guides the person from the danger of suffering, from the
danger of rebirth in the suffering realms. Then the explanation
of refuge is given, to rely on something, refuge is mainly
... like this, since you have created such negative karma
and since you are going to experience the suffering result
and since you don’t like to suffer, there is perfect
object of refuge that you can rely on, that has the power
to guide you from suffering, those suffering rebirths. Then
comes karma. So what the person should do by relying on the
perfect object of refuge and how the perfect objects of refuge,
the Buddha, Dharma, and Sangha, guide the person from suffering.
Totally this is by observing karma, totally the way the Buddha,
Dharma, and Sangha guide the person from suffering and what
the person is supposed to do by relying and taking refuge
in the Buddha, Dharma, Sangha, the main thing, is to observe
karma. Just like this.
Yesterday and today we are trying to observe precepts, so
just this action itself as we observe, try to observe, we
are trying to observe the positive karma. Also, the following
meditations are also like this, very well set up, so beneficial,
so effective for the mind, the way the subjects are set up—each
meditation has a combination, has relationship. Their method,
Guru Tsongkhapa and Atisha, those highly realized beings
who have complete mind control, their method in the written
text is concerned with each sentient being who will practice
it—it is incredible how their psychological method
works, the way it is set up. So that’s how usually lam.drun meditations, the graduated path meditations and
teachings are always so helpful and effective for the mind,
for the life. As much as you hear and listen, it is always
helpful for the mind. Because the whole method, the way it
is set up is mainly to subdue the mind. Generally there are
so many subjects scattered and separated, subjects with so
many details like philosophical subjects, teachings, so many
details. Of course, it mainly depends on the meditator himself,
how he understands the subject and if he understands it how
he uses it. According to his understanding, how he uses it.
It mainly depends on that. However it is difficult for one
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