Practice Advice in Prison
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| Rinpoche received the following letter
from a man in prison, requesting practice advice. |
The letter from the prisoner read:
I am a prisoner in Central Florida, USA. I have been a
Buddhist practitioner now for over three years. I found Buddhism
while in prison, a most fortunate situation. I took refuge
vows last year over the phone by your authority with the nun
who works for the Liberation
Prison Project. She gave me my Dharma name, which is Thubten
Jangchug. Even though I have never met you, every time I see
pictures of you, I can feel the limitless love you have for
all of us. Please, Rinpoche, I am lovingly requesting if you
could advise me on my life practices. I am currently getting
up at 4am to do my daily practice and about 45 minutes of
meditation every morning. I will be released from prison in
about two years and want to devote the few remaining years
I have left on this earth with this fortunate rebirth as a
human being to living and breathing the precious Dharma.
Rinpoche, I know with your omniscient, clear mind, you
know what is best for me. I also would like to make the request
to you, humbly and with devotion, to allow me to be your disciple,
and accept me and be my lama.
[Rinpoche commented that you could tell by the way the letter
was written, the style of the handwriting, that this person
is a very kind and goodhearted, sincere person.]
My Very Dear Carlos,
Sorry it has taken eight months to reply to your letter. I
apologize for that. In recent times, I have done quite a bit
of traveling in Nepal, southern India, northern India, and
other places, traveling and taking teachings from my gurus,
like His Holiness the Dalai Lama. I am sure there is no question
that laziness is still there. Of course, there is laziness!
First, you must know that I am very happy to receive your
letter and your total faith toward the Buddha, Dharma, and
Sangha, and wanting to practice from the heart.
First of all, because you are in prison, you met the Dharma
and were able to receive help from the nun who works for the
Liberation Prison Project. Because you are a prisoner, then
the Prison Project was able to reach you. If you were not
in prison, it is possible that you might not have met the
Buddhadharma. So, your being in prison has turned out to be
for enlightenment! It turned out to be the means by which
you have met the unmistaken path that brings you to inner
liberation from the inner prison of samsara – where
you are imprisoned by delusions and karma. There are two ways
to think of inner prison – you are kept in the prison
of samsara by delusions and karma. Buddhism shows the complete,
unmistaken, most reliable path for how to eliminate the cause
of the samsaric prison – karma and delusions. The way
it eliminates delusion is by eliminating its cause, the negative
seed or imprint.
Of course, a person practicing Buddhism, especially Mahayana
Buddhism, the Mahayana path, is able to eliminate even the
subtle negative imprint, achieve full enlightenment, and liberate
countless sentient beings from the oceans of samsaric suffering
and bring them to enlightenment. So, this proves that it is
not just faith, not just belief, because Buddha, himself,
met the guru and received teachings and correctly followed
them. Then through listening, reflecting, and meditating,
he actualized the complete path to liberation, to enlightenment.
He eliminated all the gross and subtle defilements and achieved
full enlightenment, besides being liberated from
the oceans of samsaric sufferings forever. Then, there are
so many great yogis and pandits, like the stars in the nighttime
sky, who by following the path correctly, as Buddha taught,
achieved liberation and full enlightenment. So, therefore,
your being in prison is an incredibly fortunate thing. It
means that anyone who blamed you or put you in prison is the
most precious, kind one for you. Why? Because through being
in prison, you met Dharma. You are able to practice Buddhism
and liberate yourself from the oceans of samsaric sufferings,
the continuation of which has no beginning, and the causes
of negative karma – the gross and subtle obscurations,
and so you are able to achieve enlightenment.
So many great scholars from India, Tibet, Nepal, and other
places completed the path and became enlightened. In this
way, the Buddhadharma is well proven. Up to now it is proven
that people can actualize the path. It happens to people who
know Buddhism, who know the path and practice it. It is happening
to them. Of course, it isn’t happening for those who
don’t know the path, who don’t practice it correctly,
or who don’t practice as instructed, according to how
they are guided. Because of not practicing correctly and due
to a lack of understanding of the whole path, even if you
practice for billions of years then nothing can happen. This
is very important to recognize, to remember. When there is
no attainment occurring – you think you have been practicing
a long time, but no change is happening in the mind –
that means you are making some mistakes and not changing those
mistakes, and this blocks the attainment from your mind.
Your main deity, according to my divinations, is Hevajra.
For your quickest enlightenment, to be able to enlighten sentient
beings most quickly, you need a deity of highest yoga tantra
to practice. For you, that is Hevajra (Kye Dorje
in Tibetan). This is the main deity to practice being one
with, day and night. Then, through this practice, you actually
become the deity (which means enlightenment – your body,
speech, and mind become the deity’s body, speech, and
mind) and then through this, you can enlighten all sentient
beings. Through this practice, you bring all sentient beings
to this deity’s enlightenment. You are able to free
all beings from the ocean of samsaric sufferings and bring
them to enlightenment. But to practice this, you need to receive
a great initiation. Then, you are permitted to practice, to
receive the commentary, and practice the tantric path of that
deity.
Until then, you must put all your effort into lamrim. Meditate
on lamrim day and night, then whether you are eating, walking,
sleeping, doing a job, whatever, you do it with a bodhicitta
motivation. This makes life the best, most fruitful, meaningful,
and beneficial for all sentient beings. That means it is also
most beneficial for you. Whatever you do, everything becomes
the purest Dharma and, especially, the cause of enlightenment.
This is what we need, to achieve enlightenment in order to
liberate countless sentient beings from the oceans of samsaric
suffering and bring them to enlightenment.
Even after you have received the initiation, until you actualize
bodhicitta, you must put your main effort into lamrim, to
have renunciation of samsara, of this life, and of future
lives, etc. The root of realizations is guru devotion, seeing
the guru as buddha, which means seeing the guru as all buddhas
from your side, through effort looking at it that way. Then,
every day, also do some meditation on emptiness.
After you have received the initiation, commentary, and
complete teachings, then see if you can plan to do a three-year
Hevajra retreat. One very important thing you should do in
daily life is one guru yoga practice. You can do Lama Tsong
Khapa guru yoga. I have written a commentary for it, so you
can read that. Then, on the basis of that you can meditate
on lamrim. The same day, when you meditate on lamrim, if you
practice Lama Tsong Khapa guru yoga in the morning, then in
the evening you don’t have to repeat the whole Lama
Tsong Khapa guru yoga prayer again, just visualize it there,
generate refuge and bodhicitta, then practice the lamrim meditation.
To achieve enlightenment for sentient beings, you need to
actualize the path. That is the main body of the practice,
to meditate on lamrim, but for success in that you need to
purify the defilements and the obstacles and accumulate the
necessary conditions, the merits. Like when planting a seed,
you need to water the seed and provide it with the necessary
conditions of soil, etc. In the same way, you need to receive
the blessings of the guru in your heart by practicing the
guru yoga meditation and making requesting prayers to the
guru. You need the support of these three things: purification
of defilements, accumulation of merits, and making requests
to the guru, who is inseparable from all the buddhas. You
need these three in order to achieve realizations on the path,
otherwise it is difficult to develop realizations, to be able
to transform the mind.
For your preliminary practices, please do the following:
100,000 mandala offerings
8000 water bowl offerings: In the case of water bowls,
you can do them with many other people if there is a center
or a place where you can set up many water bowl offerings.
At the time of offering, everybody offers all the bowls,
but while you work to set up the bowls, you can divide that
up between people. This way it gets done quickly. Of course,
you can do it alone by yourself as well, but it is much
quicker the other way. When you are setting up, many people
set up together, and when you offer, you can offer everything
that is offered.
60,000 guru yoga
300,000 tsatsas (Guru Shakyamuni Buddha, Tara, Medicine
Buddha, Manjushri)
400,000 Dorje Khadro
From time to time, please practice Nyung Nye, especially,
if you can, on the solar eclipse or the special Buddha days,
when the merit increases 100 million times. To do Nyung Nye
on those days is extremely good. Sometimes you can do it a
few times in a row, sometimes one by one, depending on what
is more convenient. Nyung Nye is a two-day retreat, but it
combines many, many powerful practices such as prostrations,
reciting mantras, taking the Eight Mahayana Precepts, meditation
on deity yoga, bodhicitta, etc. There are many, many powerful
practices. So, it is very good to do on those special days
when the merit is increased 100 million times. Of course,
it doesn’t mean that you can’t do it at other
times too.
If you can, at least one time each month, take the Eight
Mahayana Precepts. You can take the lineage of this practice
from the nun who works for the Liberation Prison Project.
Probably that will have to be done by telephone since it may
be difficult for her to go to the prison. Anyway, it is much
more convenient in this case to do it long distance. She will
explain it to you. This is one practice that makes your life
so rich in merit. It benefits the whole world, the country,
and the area where you are, and causes everyone to achieve
enlightenment and fulfill their wishes.
Also, read the Diamond
Cutter Sutra four times each month, which means once
a week. If you can do that, it is incredibly powerful purification
and enables you to be quickly liberated from samsara, because
its subject is emptiness. Each time when you read it, it leaves
an extra positive imprint to realize emptiness, so each time
you read it, you are closer to liberation and enlightenment.
For lam-rim meditations:
One month lower scope
Three months middle scope
One month bodhicitta
Two months on emptiness
Then, circle back until you receive all those realizations.
You don’t have to spend so much time on those meditations
in which you achieve realizations.
You can write from time to time if there are things with
which you need help.
With much love and prayer, take care with love in Dharma
(bodhicitta)...
A Nun in Jail
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| A nun was jailed in Kathmandu for overstaying
her visa. Rinpoche sent her this list of practices to
do, and a brief message. |
Practices to do:
1. Middle length Medicine Buddha puja.
2. Seven malas of Oser Chenma (OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARBA
NAGA VISHA SHANTING KURU SVAHA).
3. Strong praises to Tara, particularly prayers to the Tara
liberating from prison, one of the 21 Taras. Just think strongly
of this one, even if you are not clear what she looks like.
4. Practice in sessions and recite at least one mala each
session.
I send my love and prayers. You just need to change your thinking.
This is a very good opportunity to do retreat.
Being in Prison
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| Rinpoche gave the following advice to
a student who is in prison. |
My Dear Norman,
You should do a lot of practice (lamrim)
and tonglen, with OM MANI PADME
HUM.
Please read Transforming
Problems and The
Door to Satisfaction.
In prison, think that it is not prison, it is your retreat
house to become liberated, enlightened, and to enlighten countless
beings, who are our precious mother sentient beings
With much love and prayers...
Practices for Death Row
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| Rinpoche gave the following advice to
a prisoner, who was newly Buddhist, who had just been
given his date of execution for three months’ time.
Rinpoche gave this advice over the course of five days.
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My very dear Jack,
Here are some things for you to think about, some suggestions
about how to use your situation, and the best things you can
do, the most practical things left for you to practice.
Even if someone has only one day left to live, or only one
hour, the person still has an incredible opportunity to make
the human body—which he or she has received just this
one time—most beneficial. Even if they have only one
hour left, still, in that time, the person can take the five
lay vows or eight lay precepts.
It is said in the teaching on the commentary on the eight
precepts by Geshe Lam Rimpa from Drepung Monastery in Tibet:
“Even if you have only one hour left to live it is so
beneficial, so meaningful, to take the eight precepts.”
It is also said in the teachings: “In this degenerate
time, to keep even just one vow for one day has great advantage.”
In The Sutra of the King of Concentration it says:
“The merit of keeping one vow for one day and night
in a degenerate time like now is far greater than the merit
created by someone, who, with a devotional mind, offers food,
drink, umbrellas, flags, and garlands of lights equal to the
number of sand grains in the Pacific Ocean to buddhas equaling
a million times a thousand million.”
Best Practices for You
Lay Vows: It would be best for you to take
the lay vows as soon as possible, however many that you can
keep. Until then you can also take the eight Mahayana 24-hour
vows.
Chenrezig Meditation: According to my observations,
it is best for you to practice Chenrezig, the Compassion Buddha:
meditate on Chenrezig and recite his mantra: OM MANI PADME
HUNG. Here is a photo of my personal thangka of Chenrezig
that I carry around with me everywhere.
Visualize Chenrezig in front of you. As you recite the mantra,
visualize nectar coming out from Chenrezig and entering you
and purifying all your sicknesses, negative karma, spirit
harms, and defilements. For half the mala (54 mantras) visualize
being purified, and for the other half of the mala visualize
that you receive all the qualities of Chenrezig. Chenrezig
completely embraces all sentient beings and knows directly
all sentient beings’ minds, all the methods to guide
them perfectly, with perfect power, perfect wisdom, and perfect
compassion.
Thought Transformation: The practice of
The Eight Verses of Thought Transformation is very
important. Meditate on the verses and recite OM MANI PADME
HUNG after each verse. At the end, feel extremely happy because
you are practicing and generating the thought to benefit others:
bodhicitta.
Meditate on absolute bodhicitta, emptiness, as well, to
realize how the “I,” aggregates, and phenomena
are empty of existence, from their own side; that they exist
in mere name, merely imputed by the mind.
Lamrim Prayer: It is very good if you can
read a complete lamrim prayer every day, such as The
Foundation of all Good Qualities. Each time that you
read this it plants a seed for the whole path to enlightenment
in your mind and makes your life extremely worthwhile.
Maritza Mantra: It would be very good for
you to recite three malas [108 mantras for each mala] a day
of the Maritza mantra: OM MARITZE MAM SOHA.
Practices on the Day of Your Execution
Thought Transformation and Bodhicitta: On
the day that you will be executed, the last thing to do before
you are executed is to take complete refuge in Chenrezig.
Think of Chenrezig, visualize the picture I sent you, and
totally rely on Chenrezig.
Think: “May I experience all the suffering of all
beings who have the karma to be executed and of those who
actually perform the execution, and may I let everyone else
be free from this suffering.” Put your palms together
in the mudra of prostration to Chenrezig and request to be
guided by Chenrezig in all future lifetimes until enlightenment.
Think: “May I receive all sentient beings’ karma
to be executed, may I experience this by myself alone, and
because of that may all others be free from all sufferings
and receive all peerless happiness up to enlightenment.”
Continuously think this way, over and over again.
It is incredibly powerful if you die with this thought of
giving yourself up to experience all other beings’ suffering
of being executed and giving all your happiness to others.
This becomes your main refuge. In particular, feel this for
those who have the job of executing you, as well as the people
who have given this order, the judge, etc. By their creating
this negative karma, then having acted on it—which comes
from an impure mind, attachment, anger, ignorance, and, particularly,
the self-cherishing thought—they will have to experience
the karma of being executed by others for 500 lifetimes, just
from this one action of killing, which is the cause.
If you die with a non-virtuous thought, a self-cherishing
thought, of ignorance, anger, or attachment, then you will
be reborn in the hell, hungry ghost, or animal realms. While
you are in the lower realms, you continually create more negative
karma, which will result in again being reborn in the lower
realms. Even spending one day in the lower realms collects
so much negative karma, the ten non-virtues, etc.
It is very beneficial if you die with the thought of benefiting
other sentient beings. It is the best way to die, the best
quality death. You are dying for all those other living beings,
which means you are not dying for yourself. This is similar
to Jesus, who took on the suffering of other sentient beings,
or Shakyamuni Buddha, who in previous lives offered his body
to a starving tigress and her five cubs; he gave up his life
because he could not bear their suffering.
His Holiness the Dalai Lama says if you die with bodhicitta,
the thought of benefiting others, then this is a self-supporting
action, and nobody needs to pray for you, you will be guided
by yourself. If you die with this thought, you will never
be reborn in the hell, hungry ghost, or animal realms. If
you put together all the suffering in the human realm and
compare it to the suffering in the eight hot hells and eight
cold hells, there is no comparison. The suffering in the human
realm is actually great pleasure compared to the suffering
in even the first hell realm, which is the lightest. Dying
with the thought of benefiting others, a bodhicitta motivation,
is the best method for saving oneself from reincarnating in
the lower realms and experiencing that suffering for an incredible
length of time. And because you are continually creating negative
karma while you are in the lower realms, you don’t know
when you will be reborn again in the human realm.
One great holy being, Kadampa Geshe Chekawa, a Tibetan meditator,
always made prayers to be reborn in the hell realms for the
benefit of sentient beings. But when he passed away, even
though he had made those prayers, instead of being reborn
in the hell realms he experienced the appearance of the Pure
Land of Buddha, where there is no suffering, no old age, no
sickness, no death, no negative emotions, no thoughts such
as anger, jealousy, and so forth, and where there are the
most pure, perfect enjoyments. There is not even the word
“suffering” in the Pure Land, which is why it
is called pure. He was reborn there because of his great compassion
and his prayers to be reborn in the hell realms for the sake
of other sentient beings, who are experiencing so much suffering.
By using this punishment of being executed as a means to
achieve enlightenment for sentient beings, this experience
becomes the cause of happiness for all sentient beings, not
just temporal happiness but liberation from samsara and ultimate
happiness, full enlightenment. Therefore, there is no greater
happiness than this. Your execution is an opportunity to bring
ultimate joy and happiness to yourself and all other sentient
beings.
Happiness and problems all depend on how your mind interprets
them, which label you put on them, and then your believing
the label: then they actually become suffering or happiness.
Training in being able to transform your execution by seeing
it as beneficial and a cause of happiness for all sentient
beings becomes a great challenge. What is suffering for most
people can be transformed into great happiness for yourself
and others. By doing this you become a champion. This is such
an incredible way of thinking.
Being in Prison Is An Incredible Opportunity
Another way is to rejoice: if you were not in prison your
mind would be so distracted, disturbed, and preoccupied by
objects of attachment, anger, and so forth. You would have
no time to meditate and no interest in spiritual practice
because your life would be so busy and occupied with the objects
of desire.
Therefore, by being in prison you have an incredible opportunity.
It has helped you to awaken your mind, to analyze yourself,
and to think about your own life. This makes being in prison
very profound. Because of being in this situation, you feel
very deeply the wish to actualize the spiritual path and meditation.
Therefore, your life in prison is actually much happier than
an ordinary life outside prison, especially now that you know
about karma, how suffering comes from the mind, and how the
mind is the main cause.
By knowing this you can have a happy life, happy death,
and happy rebirth, by purifying negative karma and creating
good karma (virtuous actions). Not only that, you discover
there is a much deeper achievement in life: ultimate happiness
and liberation from samsara (continually circling again and
again from one life to another life, the continuity of the
aggregates caused by karma and delusion, contaminated by the
seed of delusion, all the sufferings and their causes) by
realizing the Four Noble Truths—the true cause of suffering,
true suffering, true cessation of suffering, and the true
path; that there is an opportunity to learn the true path
and to achieve this by listening, reflecting, and meditating
on that. As long we do not eliminate the causes of suffering,
which are the mind, delusion, and its action: karma, we will
have to reincarnate and die and experience all the sufferings
in between over and over again without end.
What most people in the world believe is suffering is very
limited. What they want to be liberated from is just the extremely
gross sufferings. But there is so much suffering that they
are not aware of. Ignorance blocks them from achieving total
liberation and from seeking the true path. Ignorance also
blocks the happiness that they are looking for—which
is actually only suffering, not real happiness—and even
the method to achieve the happiness that they want. They are
only looking for external happiness, and that is why their
lives are continually drawn into suffering, from life to life.
Therefore, being in prison is extremely positive, a great
advantage and joy. You have an incredible opportunity: to
have happiness now, a happy death, happy future lives, happy
liberation from samsara, and happy great liberation: full
enlightenment.
Reincarnation and Remembering Past Lives
Maybe you have heard of reincarnation. Even though this body
disintegrates, it doesn’t mean that the mind ceases;
it continues. We have a body and mind and we relate to them
as the self, the “I,” which is merely imputed.
Today’s mind began at dawn, but today’s consciousness
is the continuation of yesterday’s consciousness, just
before dawn. So, like that, this year’s mind is the
continuity of last year’s mind, not a separate being.
That is why we are able to remember what we did yesterday,
where we went, the food that we ate, the people that we met,
and so forth. The child and person we are today are not separate,
they are the same. You can see this by remembering what you
did as a child, where you went, etc.
Like this, it’s similar with past lives. Even though
most people don’t remember, one’s mind is the
same continuity before one was born. Your mind did not begin
only after your body came out of your mother’s womb,
nor when your consciousness entered the fertilized egg, and
the association of body and mind started.
Some people can remember being in their mother’s womb
and being born. I know one student who has a clear memory
of that. Even though most people don’t remember, there
are so many who do. Also, there are so many children who can
remember their past lives and describe them very clearly.
This is not just the experience of Tibetan lamas, there are
people in the West who are born with a clear memory of past
lives. This shows that the person has a clear mind, which
is less polluted and obscured. Also, some people have clarity
of mind and are able to see the future.
Through developing meditation, especially the meditation
of calm abiding (which has nine stages), by cutting off attraction,
scattering thoughts, and sinking thoughts, the mind becomes
more clear. Then one can develop higher powers. The great
saints, arya bodhisattvas—such as the bodhisattvas
who achieve the first bhumi, who achieve the exalted
path of wisdom directly seeing emptiness, the ultimate nature—can
remember hundreds of past lives and also can see the future.
There is no question that as they reach higher bhumis (there
are ten bhumis to achieve full enlightenment), they discover
and see million times more past and future lives, as well
as achieve the highest tantric path, the Six Yogas of Naropa.
One can also achieve clairvoyance, being able to see the
past and future, through meditation on a deity and so forth.
One can see things happening that other people cannot see,
as well as being able to see things in distant countries.
This all shows that there are past lives; this proves it.
If there are past lives then also there have to be future
lives. As I mentioned, many people can see past lives and
many people can see future lives as well. The whole thing
is a question of how clear the mind is. The less polluted
or defiled the mind, the more capacity one has to see the
past, present, and future, which most people don’t have
the clarity or capacity to see. This is the potential of the
mind that can be developed: the clarity of mind that can clearly
remember past lives, family members, and possessions. One
can achieve this just by reciting mantras such as OM MANI
PADME HUNG.
For example, after my mother passed away she was reincarnated
and was able to remember many things from her past life. She
was reincarnated to a family who lived close to where she
had lived when she was a nun for some years in Lawudo, Solu
Khumbu, in Nepal, near Mount Everest. In Lawudo, there is
a cave of the great enlightenment yogi Padmasambhava, who
placed his holy feet there for a short time, and where the
Lama Kunzang Yeshe lived in retreat, who was predicted by
many lamas.
When my mother’s incarnation was three or four years
old, he could recognize clearly all his family members of
his previous life. He was not shy with them, as he was with
other people; he immediately bonded with them. Also, he was
able to recognize the animals that he used to care for. He
could also remember many things that he had used and would
look for them where he had left them in his previous life.
When I was a child in Solu Khumbu, before I left for Tibet,
it was a very primitive area. The people regarded spoons and
plastic buttons as very precious. When they got a shirt, even
a torn one, they kept the plastic buttons as something very
valuable. Also, because in this area there were no spoons,
when they got them they regarded them as very precious, even
wearing a spoon on a string around their necks, like people
in the West wear necklaces. Also, there was no coffee, kerosene,
etc. Now, Solu Khumbu has changed a lot and become modern.
When I was a child, rice was very rare. It was a very special
food, because it doesn’t grow there and people had to
transport it for many days from faraway places. I remember
that I would eat rice only on very special occasions, like
when a geshe visited or when people came for the Nyung-nä
retreats. (Nyung-nä retreat is a two-day retreat on the
Compassionate Buddha, Chenrezig, during which you eat one
meal on the first day and then fast completely on the second
day and do not even drink a drop of water.) One year, on the
first day during the Nyung-nä retreat, my alphabet teacher
and attendant, whom I was doing the retreat with, brought
lunch that was leftover food of rice and curd. This was so
special, a very happy occasion that happened once a year.
Now rice has become a very common food, as well as coffee.
When I was a child, there were no candles, kerosene, or gas,
so after dark the only light you had was the fire you cooked
on and a piece of wood that had sap or dried bamboo on it
that you could light up and put in the wall, so that you could
see your food, or for when you went outside. Now there is
electricity in many parts of Solu Khumbu, as well as gas lights,
etc.
My mother used to collect all the plastic buttons and keep
them in a bottle. After my mother passed away, my sister,
who is a nun, sewed my mother’s buttons on her shirt.
When my mother’s incarnation first came to Lawudo and
my sister held him in her arms, the boy immediately pointed
at the buttons on her shirt and said, “Those are my
buttons!” He remembered this from his past life.
Also, his behavior was exactly the same as my mother’s.
Whenever she went to the Lawudo Gompa, she used to first circumambulate
the gompa seven times, and then when she entered the gompa
the first thing she did was take blessing from His Holiness
the Dalai Lama’s throne, prostrating and putting her
head on the throne. Then she would take blessing from the
small place where I sat. Then she would take blessing from
the altar where there are Buddha statues. When my mother’s
incarnation first came to the gompa, he did exactly the same
thing as my mother.
When my brother Sangye (who lives in Kathmandu) first came
to see my mother’s incarnation, many people came—monks,
nuns, laypeople—and all offered scarves (khata)
to him. This is a traditional gesture of respect and thanks
as well as offering good wishes, which one offers to lamas,
statues, scriptures, and thangkas as a practice of collecting
merit. After you offer the khata to the lama, it
is given back to you as a blessing.
When the people offered the scarves to my mother’s
incarnation, he gave each scarf back to each person, except
for two people. One was his father and the other was a monk
who lived in Lawudo called Tsultrim Norbu. The reason he didn’t
offer the scarf back to them was because he remembered these
two people from his past life. In his past life when he lived
in Lawudo, the only water supply was a mile away by walking.
One time we managed to get some pipes and we used them to
connect to the water source, so that it brought the water
closer to Lawudo. The water source was close to a hermitage
and the family that lived there was not so happy when we put
the pipes in, so they blocked the pipes with earth so that
no water came out. My mother was very upset with them. The
father of my mother’s incarnation was from the family
that blocked the pipes. The imprint from his past life of
being very upset was still there, which is why he didn’t
give back the scarf.
Another story is that my mother had a very close friend
called Ang Phurpa, who lived in Kathmandu. One day he and
my brother Sangye went up to Lawudo to meet my mother’s
incarnation for the first time. He did not have any idea that
they were coming. As soon as Ang Phurpa sat down, the parents
of my mother’s incarnation served chang, wine,
and tea, and my mother’s incarnation immediately said,
“Ang Phurpa, please have some, please have some.”
Ang Phurpa immediately grasped the child’s legs and
cried because he could not believe the incarnation recollected
his name and remembered him; he was speechless.
Everything Comes from the Mind
In the West, people don’t talk about imprints from past
lives being the cause of why some children are angry and other
children have a more compassionate nature. Even from birth,
some children are like this: this is due to past imprints,
past habits. In Western culture, this is not part of our education,
there is not much knowledge of the mind. But knowledge of
the mind in the East is very developed, profound, and vast.
The Omniscient One, Buddha—who is totally liberated
from ignorance, from all the errors of the mind, defilements,
negative imprints, and hallucinations, who is totally free
from impure views, who is beyond all this, totally liberated—explained
very clearly and extensively in his teachings about the nature
of the mind, the function of the mind, and all the different
thoughts and mental factors.
Especially in Highest Yoga Tantra, he explained more advanced
details on the subtle mind. Tantra explains how all impure
places, beings, animate and inanimate objects, sense enjoyments,
and the impure, suffering body come from the impure wind and
mind. The enlightened deity’s mandala, body, and enjoyments—when
you become enlightened—all this comes from the pure
wind and mind. The Buddha has so many qualities of holy body,
speech, and mind, and is able to do perfect work for all sentient
beings. All of this manifests from the pure subtle wind and
mind.
Subjects such as how the world is created by the mind are
not developed in Western culture. In Buddha’s teachings
and philosophy it is clearly explained how everything comes
from karma, which is mind. Any undesirable thing or suffering
comes from negative imprints, which come from the mind, and
anything that is desirable or happiness, comes from positive
virtues, which come from the mind.
According to my view, even in one family different children
have different characteristics and different perceptions of
the same object. One child is born with more compassion and
patience, and one child is born very impatient; one child
naturally engages in harmful actions, another child naturally
does not. So, the reason, the very clear logic for this is
the past habits and past negative and positive imprints. That
which is good comes from past positive imprints, and whatever
is bad comes from past negative habits and imprints left on
the mind.
This is not only a philosophy but a reality that you can
see. Somebody who has clairvoyance can see what kind of past
lives we had, what kind of practice we did. Even in this life,
we can see that the actions we committed in the earlier part
of our life, the habits we developed, affect the later part
of our life. For example, if you always commit negative actions
such as killing, stealing, sexual misconduct, lying, slander,
harsh speech, gossiping, covetousness, ill will, and heresy
(the ten non-virtuous actions), this is due to habits and
past imprints.
Also, you can see clearly in one lifetime how people who
are addicted to drugs or alcohol cannot stop their habits
from previous years. This comes from the negative imprints
left by past actions. This way of reasoning makes it very
clear, and those people who have the capacity of mind can
see this.
The conclusion is you can see clearly your past lives even
just from reciting the Compassion Buddha mantra OM MANI PADME
HUNG. The Compassion Buddha, Chenrezig, is the embodiment
of all the buddhas’ compassion. In human form, Chenrezig
is His Holiness the Dalai Lama, the manifestation of all the
buddhas’ compassion. His Holiness the Dalai Lama is
the spiritual teacher and temporal leader of Tibet. He is
now becoming the spiritual leader of the world, giving practical
education on how to develop compassion, universal responsibility,
and loving kindness, emphasizing the need to be kind to everyone,
including your enemy; who offers wisdom on what is right and
brings happiness to yourself and others—that which is
to be practiced; and on what is wrong and brings suffering
to yourself and others—that which is to be abandoned.
His Holiness is not only fully capable of leading all Buddhists,
but also all people of all religions, believers and non-believers,
by giving universal advice that is urgently needed to bring
peace and happiness globally. The mantra of Compassionate
Buddha has vast benefits, one being to develop a clear mind,
to be able to remember past lives, etc.
My mother used to recite 50,000 Compassionate Buddha mantras
every day, except when she was close to passing away when
she couldn’t recite as many. Because of this she had
a clear memory and stable mind; this was also because she
was living according to her vows (she was ordained by His
Holiness Ling Rinpoche in Bodhgaya, where 1000 buddhas placed
their holy feet, including Guru Shakyamuni Buddha, who is
the fourth buddha). Therefore, after her death she was able
to clearly remember her past life.
Continuity of Mind
Death, which means the separation of body and mind, does not
end the continuity of life. The mind and body are separated
because they are under the control of delusion and karma,
and then, again, the mind takes a body. However, there is
always the continuity of mind. Sometimes it takes a human
body, but it can also take a different type of body according
to past negative or positive actions that you have committed.
Sometimes it can be a suffering body such as that of a hell
being, hungry ghost, or animal. Sometimes it can be the body
of a happy transmigratory such as a deva (worldly
god); or a human body; or in a pure land, such as the Pure
Land of Amitabha Buddha. Or it could be a spirit body. We
can also be reborn in the formless realm, where there is no
physical body. Even after you are fully enlightened, still
there is continuity of the enlightened mind.
The big question is: After death, which rebirth will our
consciousness take? Either a miserable rebirth, such as a
suffering transmigratory being—hell realm, hungry ghost,
or animal; or the body of a happy transmigratory being. What
causes one to take rebirth as a suffering transmigratory being
is non-virtuous actions committed with a self-cherishing thought,
delusion, ignorance, anger, and attachment. We are creating
these negative karmas so many times every day. We can see
clearly if we look at our actions in one day that almost all
of them are performed with a self-cherishing thought, ignorance,
anger, and attachment. Almost all actions come from non-virtue
and the result is only suffering.
In this life, from the time of birth, we commit so many
negative karmas. Also, from beginningless rebirths, we create
so many negative karmas that we have yet to experience and
have to purify. Therefore, we should prepare immediately to
have a good rebirth after death, to again have the opportunity
to meditate, practice Dharma, develop the mind, and practice
the path, not only to be liberated but enlightened, to be
able to offer extensive benefit, to bring so many sentient
beings to happiness, especially the ultimate happiness of
enlightenment. The main objective of our life is to accomplish
this; that is the purpose of living.
The Benefit of Living According to Vows of Morality
The answer, the solution, is to stop taking suffering rebirths
and to take happy rebirths. For this, we must practice Dharma
and purify past negative karma so that we don’t experience
a suffering result. Also, we must not create negative karma
again, which is the cause of suffering. We can accomplish
this by taking vows from spiritual masters, according to our
capacity. There are the five lay vows (to not kill, steal,
commit sexual misconduct, tell lies, and take intoxicants).
Also, there are the eight lay vows (ordination of abiding
near to liberation (nyen nyen). By living according
to these vows, it brings you closer and closer to liberation.
Also, you can take the Eight Mahayana Precepts as a layperson
or an ordained person. Taking vows is essential for practicing
morality, for achieving a good rebirth after death, not only
for your own happiness, but for the happiness of all other
living beings. Therefore, it is very important to take some
of these vows, whichever you can take.
If you want to fly to another country, you need an airline
ticket, otherwise you can’t travel by plane. Or if you
want to start a million-dollar project, you need to have a
million dollars. Living according to vows is like that: it
is it is an excellent preparation for death, as well as for
happiness in future lives, liberation, enlightenment, and
world peace. So, take the vows as your contribution to world
peace. This is what makes your life amazing, worthwhile, and
beneficial.
Negative karma such as killing has four suffering ripening
aspects, such as reincarnation as a suffering transmigratory
being, hell, hungry ghost, or animal. Or you take rebirth
in the human realm, which comes from good karma, but you experience
in that life the three suffering results of the previous negative
karma of killing, such as in the place where you live there
is a lot of danger to your life, it is very dirty, and medicines
and food cause death or make you sick: this is experiencing
the result similar to the cause. Also, you can be harmed by
people, animals, germs, or bacteria, be killed by others,
and have a short life. You can be harmed by the elements:
fire, water, earthquakes, hurricanes, avalanches, and so forth.
Or the building you live in, which is meant to protect you,
collapses and causes death.
Or you can reincarnate in the hell realms; this result is
similar to the cause. When you again engage in creating negative
karma, killing, in the hell realms, again you create negative
karma and a suffering result, creating the result similar
to the cause. The suffering goes on and on without end.
As long as one does not purify the negative karma of killing
by not living according to the vow to abstain from killing,
then one will have to continually suffer. There is a huge
difference between not killing and living according to the
vow not to kill. Merely by not killing alone you are not creating
merit, good karma. You are not creating the negative karma
of killing, but that doesn’t mean that you collect merit.
If you live according to the vow to not kill, even when you
are sleeping, you are creating merit. While you eat, sleep,
talk, and perform all actions, you are creating merit all
the time by not harming others and living according to the
vows. If this is performed with the motivation of renunciation
of samsara, it will cause liberation from samsara. If it is
performed with bodhicitta, it will cause enlightenment; all
the time you are causing this by living according to that
vow.
Death Can Happen Anytime
In reality, death can happen anytime, any day. Even though
you may have a date of execution given by a judge, death can
happen any moment. Also, your death may not occur due to execution;
there are so many other causes and conditions that can bring
death before that. This is very useful to think about. Therefore,
we must prepare for death right now and take the vows as soon
as possible.
Experiencing the Suffering of Others Causes Happiness
for Oneself
If one gives up one’s life for others, experiences their
suffering, and gives one’s happiness to others, instead
of causing suffering for oneself actually it causes the opposite
of suffering, it causes happiness.
One of my students had AIDS. He wrote to his guru in India
and asked what to do. His Guru, Rongta Rinpoche, who is a
senior lama who lives in Dharamsala, gave a practice for him
to do. The practice was a very special meditation on bodhicitta,
taking other sentient beings’ sufferings and the cause
of suffering onto oneself, destroying the ego, and then giving
one’s happiness, the cause of merits, to others, in
the form of white light. The student practiced this meditation.
When he went to the hospital for a check-up, they could no
longer find any of the AIDS virus.
I thought he might have practiced this meditation for a
long time, for many days, but when I asked him he said he
only practiced for four minutes a day for four days. Even
though his meditation was done for such a short time, it was
very powerful: he felt incredible compassion for others, especially
toward those who have AIDS. He felt such unsurpassable compassion
that he cried, and he had not the slightest concern for himself,
only such strong compassion and concern for others. This meditation
of giving up one’s life and happiness for others and
taking others’ sufferings on oneself generates incredible
compassion.
This is like fuel for a rocket, what gives it force. What
healed his AIDS so quickly was this powerful practice, bodhicitta,
letting go of the “I” and cherishing others. This
purified the negative karma and actions, the result of which
was AIDS. This is a very powerful purification practice. It
is said in the text The Guide to the Bodhisattva’s
Way of Life by the great saint bodhisattva Shantideva:
A very heavy, powerful negative action that is inexhaustible,
By relying upon a hero (a powerful person), great fear can
be ceased,
But by relying upon bodhicitta one can be liberated from
this heavy negative action in a short time.
So mindful people depend on this (bodhicitta).
Bodhicitta burns the great heavy evil deeds in one instant,
Just like the end of the world, the conflagration that burns
rocky mountains, even impenetrable things are burned instantly.
In recent times, in Seattle, one student had cancer that
had spread all over her body. The doctors were afraid to do
an operation; they felt that it was very risky and dangerous.
So she did the bodhicitta practice of taking on sentient beings’
sufferings and the causes of suffering, and giving one’s
own merits and happiness to others, exchanging oneself for
others. After some time, when she went to the hospital for
a check-up, they did not find any cancer. The doctors were
completely amazed, they could not understand how this meditation
could cure her cancer totally. This is one subject that they
cannot explain. This is one of the benefits of bodhicitta,
letting go of the “I,” and cherishing others.
This is why I am saying that you can use the situation of
being in prison, being executed, as a means to develop bodhicitta,
exchanging oneself for others. Instead of cherishing the “I,”
cherish others; instead of giving to oneself, give to others.
This is said in the teachings of Buddha, but also this is
the reality that you can see in your own life, from your own
experiences. Global problems, problems in a country, family
problems, individual problems—all these problems come
from cherishing the “I.” By cherishing the “I”
one opens the door to all sufferings. By cherishing others
one opens the door to all happiness, inner peace, joy, satisfaction,
and fulfillment right now in your heart. You are able to overcome
all the problems in your life and your mind; you will have
a very happy death, a self-supporting death, as well as happy
future lives, and, especially, ultimate happiness, total liberation
from all suffering and its causes, and enlightenment. Cherishing
others is the cause of temporal and ultimate happiness for
all sentient beings up to enlightenment.
Using Prison to Practice Dharma
You can use this time and experience of being in prison to
practice meditation and Dharma, that is, to purify defilements
and negative karma, which are the causes of all suffering;
to collect merit, which is the cause of happiness now and
in future lives, liberation from all the suffering in samsara,
and the achievement of peerless happiness, full enlightenment;
and to meditate on the path to liberation and enlightenment,
to transform suffering and problems into happiness through
meditation, thought transformation, and Buddhist psychology.
In this way, being in prison becomes a retreat for you. When
one does retreat, one doesn’t meet people; one is alone
in a room, in a shelter. This cuts out your busy life, seeing
people, talking to people, etc. Also, your mind is in retreat
from all the distracted thoughts. Being in prison can be similar
to living in a meditation cave. The police have put you into
retreat. This is something to thank them for; you can rejoice
that you are in retreat. Think: “How fortunate I am.”
Worldly people believe that prison has a beginning and an
end. But the real prison is being under the control of delusion
and its action, karma; being caught, enveloped, trapped in
this samsaric prison, these aggregates, which continually
cycle from one life to another, without a second’s break.
This prison is caused by karma and the contaminated seed of
delusion. Because of that, these aggregates, which are in
the nature of pervasive, compounded suffering, become the
cause to experience both the suffering of pain and the suffering
of change. The suffering of change refers to temporary samsaric
pleasure, which is in the nature of suffering because it does
not last. This pleasure is labeled on the base, which is suffering.
That is why samsaric pleasures do not last, why you don’t
have pleasure all the time. Even pleasure is in the nature
of impermanence, is decaying minute by minute, second by second.
It doesn’t last for even a minute or a second.
These aggregates are the real prison, which has no beginning.
We have been enmeshed in this from time without beginning.
We have experienced so many hell realm sufferings, hungry
ghost sufferings, animal sufferings, human sufferings, suras’
(devas: worldly gods) sufferings and asuras’ sufferings,
from time without beginning. It doesn’t end until we
actualize the path by realizing that it is suffering, by realizing
the true cause of suffering, and by achieving the cessation
of all the sufferings and their causes. This is the most terrifying
prison, this is the real prison that we should try to be free
from, right away, without delaying for even a second.
We are caught in this, and continuously we suffer. But not
only that: so many sentient beings have to suffer for us,
for our comfort, so that we can survive. So many other beings
have to die and harm others so that we can enjoy shelter.
So many sentient beings died when our house was built. So
many beings had to suffer for our comfort, and pleasure, for
us to survive. So many sentient beings had to die so that
we could eat and drink; others had to create negative karma
by killing; there are so many hardships. It is similar with
our clothing: so many beings had to be killed, or created
the cause of killing, harming others, in order to make our
clothing. Also, when we travel, so many beings die when we
drive a car, so many beings get crushed. So, you can see,
being caught in samsara is the most frightening thing; one
can’t stand it even for one second.
Therefore, one must listen, reflect, meditate on the path,
and practice on the path that has been revealed by the wise,
compassionate, kind, omniscient one, Guru Shakyamuni Buddha.
Only through this can one be liberated from samsara so that
other sentient beings don’t have to suffer for you,
don’t have to create negative karma for you, don’t
have to harm others for you. You can see that one has the
responsibility to not only liberate oneself but to liberate
many sentient beings from this samsaric prison as well.
There are many stories about people who actualize the path
in prison. In Tibet, many Tibetan monks and laypeople were
put in prison for many years. So many of them actualized the
path, used the time to meditate on the path, and developed
their minds on the path. So many of them made their life so
rich in prison, rich with realizations; their life became
very meaningful. For them, being in prison was exactly the
same as living in a hermitage and being in retreat. There
were many external signs that they had developed their minds
on the path, such as their body glowing magnificently, becoming
more and more white and shiny. One time, when a lama passed
away, his body was thrown in the river. It stayed in the meditation
position and didn’t sink, floating on the top of the
river, his back straight. Things like this happened.
There is one Tibetan reincarnated lama who was put in prison
for more than 20 years. During that time he took the opportunity
to do retreat and meditation practice, to practice Dharma.
He practiced Lama Tsongkhapa Guru Yoga, reciting the 4-5 line
Migtsema verse. He saw Lama Tsongkhapa and his guru
as one. Lama Tsongkhapa is the embodiment of all the buddhas’
compassion (Chenrezig), all the buddhas’ wisdom (Manjushri),
and all the buddhas’ power (Vajrapani). This lama’s
wisdom blossomed like a fully developed lotus, and he became
extremely learned in the teachings of Buddha, particularly
in the Lama Tsongkhapa tradition. When he got out of prison
he became very famous. When he was giving teachings in Sera
Monastery in Tibet, other learned geshes went to take teachings
from him and they were astonished, so impressed with his profound,
extensive teachings. One particular quality he had was that
he was able to read eight volumes of Buddha’s scriptures
in one day, and to give the oral transmission of these eight
volumes, reciting each word clearly, in one day. Each volume
has many hundreds of pages and each page has many lines.
You can see how you can make your life in prison very meaningful,
even achieving enlightenment. This is an incredible opportunity,
a retreat away from the inner prison, being controlled by
the self-cherishing thought, ignorance, anger, attachment,
and negative emotional thoughts. You can achieve not only
temporary happiness but create the cause to obtain ultimate
happiness, liberation from samsara, and the peerless happiness
of full enlightenment. You can do this while you are in your
living space, which is labeled by ordinary people as prison.
Now you can feel incredible joy at being in prison, and
you can see how to make your life so meaningful. If you do
these practices, all the buddhas and bodhisattvas will be
with you, around you, supporting you; all the holy beings
will be with you when you die.
Thank you very much and with much love and prayers...
Practicing in Prison
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| Rinpoche received a letter from a prisoner,
who sent a list of all the practices and mantras he had
performed. He replied as follows. |
My very dear Alan,
Thank you very much for your kind letter. It sounds like you
are a very old student of 20 or 30 years. I am very happy
with what you are doing, all the mantras and practices that
you are performing, and also your prayers. I will also pray
for you.
Please make your life most meaningful with the thought of
bodhicitta.
With much love and prayers...
Request for Practices from Prison
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| Rinpoche gave the following advice to
a prisoner who had asked him to be his guru and to give
him practices. |
My very dear Cameron,
Thank you very much for your kind letter. I am extremely happy
that you opened your heart. By being in prison you have been
able to open your heart to Buddhism, so this makes your life
most beneficial for all sentient beings and, by the way, you
free yourself from samsara, and achieve great liberation and
enlightenment.
I accept what you requested – to be your guru. If
you have the book Liberation in the Palm of Your Hand
by Pabongka Rinpoche, please read the section on guru devotion.
Keep this as the object of your life – train your
mind in guru devotion – until you have stable realizations,
until you see all the buddhas as the guru and all the gurus
as the Buddha. This should be stable in your life, not just
for days, but for months and years. Then train your mind in
renunciation, bodhicitta, and emptiness in the same way.
Later, you can receive tantric initiations, read the commentaries,
and do the retreat on your deity. According to my observation,
your main deities are Secret Vajrapani, Kalachakra, and Hevajra.
From these three, you can see which one you feel closer to,
or you can ask for some indication in your dreams. Before
you go to bed, make strong prayers to Tara to show you which
deity you should practice for your quickest enlightenment,
so that you can enlighten sentient beings quickest.
Then, also according to my observations, it comes out best
for you to do 16 Nyung Nyes. There are some books on this
practice. Of course, it is not so easy to do while you are
in prison, but try. Just fit the session in however you can,
according to your convenience. You can discuss with Ven. Robina
how to do it in a flexible way.
You should take the Eight
Mahayana Precepts six times a month. This makes your life
most meaningful, you create so much merit, and if you take
each precept with the mind of bodhicitta, then it causes happiness
for all sentient beings and ultimately causes enlightenment
for all sentient beings. By taking the Eight Mahayana Precepts,
it causes you to have a good rebirth in your next life and
is the best preparation for your happiness, not only a good
rebirth after death but all the way up to enlightenment. Taking
the Eight Mahayana Precepts creates the cause to be free from
samsara.
I am also attaching some instructions I have given on how
to meditate on the lamrim and preliminaries, so please read
those.
Please meditate for eight months on the Lower Path, eight
months on the Middle Path, nine months on bodhicitta, and
two months on emptiness. This means that you mainly focus
on these subjects each day for that many months. Then, when
you have finished, start again from the beginning until you
have stable realizations.
Before taking the Eight Mahayana Precepts, you need to receive
the lineage. You can get that from Ven. Robina. You can contact
and ask her. Once you have received it one time, then you
can take the Precepts from your altar.
Please live your life with a bodhicitta motivation toward
others. This is the purpose of your life – to benefit
sentient beings.
With much love and prayers...
Practices for Prisoner
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| Rinpoche recommended the following practices
for a prisoner who was on Death Row, to remove obstacles
to his life and prevent his upcoming execution. |
There is a text you can recite, it’s quite long, called
Otsey Chema (Tara Liberating from Prison.)
I want to translate it. Or you can pray to Green Tara, that
includes everything.
You can recite the Diamond
Sutra, as it reveals emptiness. This is very important.
It helps to realize emptiness and be free from the real prison
of samsara that has no beginning or end. It is a text cherished
by Buddha, and is a part of the precious Prajñaparamita.
If it is recited every day and relied on, for sure things
can change!
It would be excellent if you could write a page of the Sanghatasutra
every day to create more merit, then, also, things can
definitely change.
In Italy, there was a case of a woman being sued. The woman
read the Diamond Sutra eight times and then she won
the court case. Also, in Argentina there is a lot of violence
and robbery. One woman was walking alone and some thieves
came. She thought, “I have the Diamond Sutra
with me” and the thieves ran away.
You can also read the Golden Light Sutra. A woman
was walking in a dangerous park and recited it, and no one
could see her. This sutra is good for success. You can read
part of it every day till you’ve finished then start
over again.
When the prison guards are cruel, it’s because there
is still so much negative karma that hasn’t yet been
purified. You should have compassion for the guards; you don’t
have to say anything, since that upsets them, just smile at
them with a sincere mind. That is the real meditation.
Smiling sweetly also creates the cause to have a beautiful
body in the future.
Request for Guru
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| An inmate in a Californian prison recited
one million Medicine Buddha mantras and dedicated them
to Rinpoche’s long life. He then wrote requesting
Rinpoche to be his guru. Rinpoche responded as follows.
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My very dear Kenny,
Thank you very much for your kind letter.
Regarding your request for me to be your guru—I accept.
You try, and I will try. You have a responsibility, and I
have a responsibility. You have the responsibility to follow,
and I have the responsibility to guide.
Thank you very much for reciting the Medicine Buddha mantra
one million times. It would also be very good if you could
recite the Heart
Sutra 5,000 times, so that you can quickly realize
emptiness. Through that, you will develop wisdom. Only then
can you end the most terrifying prison of karma and delusion.
And only then can you be free from the prison of samsara,
which is being caught in the cycle of death and rebirth and
all the sufferings, and having to experience them again and
again.
Without freedom you will take rebirth again and again, without
a second’s break, continuously, because your own aggregates
are contaminated, full of delusion and karma. Because of that,
they are in the nature of suffering, and so you will have
to experience suffering again and again. Continuously, you
are caught in this always, from life to life. Actually, this
is the most terrifying prison.
What ordinary, mundane people call prison, where you are,
is actually similar to the places where hermits live in retreat.
It is like where those ancient yogis, the great holy beings
of the past, present, and also the future, spend their whole
life or many years, in isolated places, caves, and hermitages,
sometimes in extremely poor conditions. By disciplining their
body, speech, and mind and living in virtue, they create the
cause for happiness, not only temporal happiness but ultimate
happiness. This causes them to be liberated from all suffering
and its causes, and to achieve enlightenment and liberate
so many sentient beings.
For these yogi practitioners, your conditions—being
locked up in a room alone—would be seen as those of
the luckiest person, as you have the time and opportunity
to practice. Without the condition of being in prison, your
life would be full of distractions, sense pleasures, delusions,
etc. and you would just follow these distractions and never
seek the Dharma or have interest in Dharma. You would never
be inspired or try to practice, because there is so much distraction
from the mind (inner delusions and superstitions) and so many
distractions outside. Even if you are not alone but are locked
in a room with many people, then also this situation should
persuade you and remind you that you should never waste your
life, that you have a most precious human body, and you should
use it to practice and to develop your mind toward enlightenment.
Meditation and reciting mantras are very important practices.
But a very basic practice, which is more important than those,
is practicing having a good heart and being kind to others,
developing loving kindness, compassion, and universal responsibility.
When you sincerely practice being kind to others and you want
to give every single cause of happiness to others, then, even
if you don’t expect it, the result is that naturally
everybody becomes kind to you and is happy with you. They
listen to you, and in this way, you can help others. You can
talk to them about the path, how to get out of the most terrifying
prison—samsara—and achieve everlasting happiness
and total liberation.
So, actually, prison is a wonderful place to practice Dharma,
and a quick way to develop your mind on the path to enlightenment.
Also, it will help you to have faith in karma and to learn
about karma because you have created the cause in the past
and this is the reason you are experiencing your situation.
Even if somebody insults you, beats you, or puts you in prison,
all these things are teachings to wake you up from the deep
sleep of ignorance. All of these things are conditions for
us to be enlightened and to realize true suffering and the
true cause of suffering—that it does not come from outside;
it is a dependent arising. By realizing the true cause, you
will see that there can be a total cessation of that, which
is ultimate liberation and ultimate happiness. This is what
we should attempt to achieve. This allows us to see the path,
that there is a path already explained by Buddha, from his
own full and true experience, having completed the path and
been freed from all the suffering in samsara and its causes:
delusion and karma. Not only that, but Buddha has achieved
full enlightenment, and has enlightened so many sentient beings
in the past, and even right now is enlightening beings. In
the future, the Buddha will be doing this in every second
until all beings have achieved enlightenment. The Buddha has
taught the whole path to enlightenment, so that beings can
achieve liberation from suffering and from the real prison:
samsara. This not only happened in the past, it is happening
even now, in the present. Therefore, you can achieve enlightenment
by following this path, by practicing, reading Dharma books,
and performing the practices.
It would be very good if you could take the Eight Mahayana
Precepts. You can request Ven. Robina Courtin to explain how
to take them and how to keep them, and she can also give them
to you. If you cannot keep all Eight Precepts then take whatever
number you can keep. Also, if you want to, you can take the
five lifetime precepts, or, if you wish, the eight lay precepts.
Living in morality is one fundamental spiritual practice that
is a very important source of happiness for you and for all
living beings. This is also one of the best contributions
that you can give to this world, for world peace.
Also, if you can, practice having a good heart as much as
possible every day. It doesn’t matter where you are,
whether you are at home or in prison, alone or with people:
practicing a good heart makes your life so meaningful, satisfying,
and fulfilled, and it doesn’t matter where you are,
even in the hell realms. By practicing a good heart, whatever
suffering and difficulties you are experiencing, you experience
for other sentient beings. This makes everything so much better.
You have much more happiness, and you enjoy things so much.
It is how Jesus Christ lived, taking on the suffering of others,
and like many other bodhisattvas: so many beings have done
this practice. The result is full enlightenment, total liberation,
and the perfect ability to liberate others.
To dedicate your life to achieving happiness for others
is the best way to achieve happiness yourself and the most
positive result. You become like the sun rising in the sky,
illuminating everything. In this way, you achieve happiness
now, every day, every hour, and every minute. By continuing
to live your life like this, you go from happiness to happiness,
from life to life. When you pass away, at the end of your
life, you have so much happiness and no regret, and not the
slightest fear of dying or the slightest worry of death. Actually,
you have incredible enjoyment. Then, you can even die for
others, to cause happiness for all living beings, temporarily
and ultimately (enlightenment), and to free all living beings
from all suffering and its causes.
Once you have faith in different buddhas, it is good to
chant their mantras, as many as possible. You can use your
time in prison to practice, to purify negative karma, to purify
all the defilements, and to collect extensive merit, as much
as possible.
It is good to read authentic Dharma books—not just
any book on meditation or what is called “spiritual,”
but authentic books, especially the lamrim, which means “the
stages of the path to enlightenment.” Ven. Robina can
guide you on which books are good to read. Here are a few:
A
Guide to the Bodhisattva's Way of Life by Shantideva
37 Practices of the Bodhisattvas
Essence
of the Heart Sutra by His Holiness the Dalai Lama.
This will give you a very wide view of Buddhism.
In
Praise of Bodhicitta by Khunu Lama
Letter
to a Friend by Nagarjuna. This is an extremely
good book to read.
Liberation
in the Palm of Your Hand by Pabongka Rinpoche
Lam-Rim
Chen-mo by Lama Tsongkhapa
You can see that people who are not in prison—who are
at home or who are traveling around, sightseeing, going wherever
they want to go—in fact are living in the real prison,
the most harmful prison, because they are trapped in desire,
like a fly that has jumped into a candle, is completely covered
in wax, and dying. They have flown into the hot liquid and
been burnt to death. Or, it is like being caught in a cage,
and then killed. Being caught in attachment, totally living
in attachment, is like being caught by a giant tidal wave
that has completely covered the city. Being totally covered
by attachment is like that.
When one is living with attachment 24 hours a day and following
attachment, one’s whole life—doing the things
that one’s attachment wants, and always working for
attachment—becomes negative karma. Because your actions
are performed with attachment, clinging to this life, the
result is that there is no peace and so many problems, one
after the other. It leads to so much confusion and dissatisfaction,
and your heart is filled with misery. Also, you harm many
other sentient beings because of attachment and anger that
arises when you don’t succeed in getting what your attachment
wanted. Or, if there is some interference, then anger arises
and it destroys you. It destroys the cause of your happiness—your
merit and good karma—and it harms others. The result
then is to be reborn again in the hell realms, preta realms,
or as an animal. Once you are reborn there, it is extremely
difficult to come back as a human. It’s not certain
how many eons it will take to receive a human rebirth again,
let alone to take a rebirth and be able to follow the path
to liberation and practice Dharma. Therefore, spending one’s
whole life following attachment and being full of worldly
attitudes is totally devoid of happiness. It is like eating
poison that is sweet, but causes death—like licking
honey on a sword.
You can see now that all these people, even though they
are not in a prison building, in reality are in the most frightening,
heavy, deep, shocking, terrifying prison. It is like living
in a solid iron box that is very hard to get out of; they
are trapped inside an iron box of ignorance.
While there is an “I,” it exists by being merely
imputed by the mind, that which performs the function of abandoning
suffering and achieving happiness. We believe there is an
“I” that is not merely labeled by the mind, that
exists from its own side, which can be found inside the body
or on the aggregates. We believe that there is a real “I,”
and we hold onto this and believe, one hundred percent, that
such an “I” exists. This is a hallucination and
is the root of all our superstitions and delusions, such as
attachment and anger, as well as all the rest of the sufferings,
including the cycle of death and rebirth and so forth.
Living one’s life under the control of this ignorance
is actually the heaviest prison, which all these people are
living in—those who think they are not in prison. They
are not only caught in the heavy iron box of ignorance, but
their limbs are fastened by the chains of karma, and on top
of that they only generate non-virtuous thoughts, such as
attachment, clinging to this life, anger, and so forth. It
is so difficult for them to practice virtue, to have compassion
or loving kindness toward others, to practice patience and
other virtuous thoughts, such as renunciation. Apart from
being in this iron box with their limbs fastened, there is
also no light. It is pitch black: no sun, no moon, and no
stars. It is totally dark, one cannot see anything at all,
and one is carried away by the strong, violent waves of the
ocean. There is no peace and happiness in samsara, even for
one second—no real peace or happiness in any of the
six realms. This is the extremely heavy prison that people
in this world are in. It is very important to look at other
sentient beings in this world, and see how much they are suffering.
They are the real prisoners.
As long as you are practicing Dharma, you are not in prison.
When you practice renouncing attachment, stopping clinging
to this life, future lives, and samsaric happiness; right
view—emptiness, the very nature of phenomena; bodhicitta;
and on this basis, tantra, which is the quickest path, you
are liberating yourself from prison and bringing yourself
to liberation and enlightenment.
By having this realization, you are no longer in prison.
As you become free from all wrong views and concepts, you
become the liberator and you are no longer the prisoner. Even
if ordinary people call you a prisoner, because you are in
such a physical condition, in reality you are not. Every day
that you practice virtue, you are creating the cause of happiness,
to be free from those emotional, negative thoughts and negative
karma. At these times you are not a prisoner, and you are
not putting yourself in prison. But whenever non-virtuous
thoughts arise and you follow them, you are putting yourself
in prison.
Here, I am relating prison to wrong concepts. The other
way to think is that these are all hallucinations: hallucinated
attachment, anger, ignorance, self-cherishing thoughts, jealous
mind, and pride. Each wrong concept is a hallucination, and
you get trapped in all these hallucinations.
It is good for you to read Dharma books, and practice as
much as you can. Where you are you have the best opportunity
to achieve all your future lives’ happiness, in this
physical condition that ordinary people call prison. You can
also achieve liberation from samsara, and you can achieve
enlightenment, so that you can enlighten all other sentient
beings. That means you are working and preparing yourself
to enlighten all sentient beings by being in this place that
ordinary people label prison.
It is very important to practice and persuade the mind to
abandon the cause of suffering— negative karma—and
to practice the cause of happiness—virtue. It is also
very important to develop compassion by seeing how much sentient
beings are suffering. Therefore, you need to help sentient
beings, and for that you need to develop your mind on the
path to enlightenment.
Therefore, you should enjoy your situation by practicing
Dharma in prison, developing your mind, and transforming your
situation into happiness. Then, prison becomes a beautiful
island, a pure land. It becomes heaven.
Here are some pictures for you to look at while you perform
your prostrations and that will help you to collect merit,
and for you to look at while you make prayers every day.
With much love and prayers...
More talks by Lama Zopa on this topic:
Letter to a Prisoner
Note:
Ven. Robina Courtin, who Rinpoche often refers to in this
context, runs the FPMT's Liberation
Prison Project. |