How Delusions Arise
by Lama Thubten Yeshe
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From Wisdom Energy by Lama Yeshe and Lama Zopa
Rinpoche
Edited by Jonathan Landaw with Alexander Berzin
Wisdom Publications, Boston, MA, USA.
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The purpose of meditation is to gain realizations leading
to the cessation of delusion and superstition. This cessation
depends, first of all, on recognizing the character or function
of the deluded mind. In addition, it is necessary to understand
the various factors causing such a deluded mind to arise.
Regarding this, Je Tsongkhapa has explained six factors leading
to the growth of delusion: (1) karmic imprints, (2) the object,
(3) the influence of misleading companions, (4) following
false teachings, (5) habit and (6) mistaken conceptualizations.
The fundamental cause
of the deluded mind is the karmic imprint left on your consciousness
by previous non-virtuous actions. Because of past actions
done in ignorance and motivated by desire, hatred or any of
the other delusions, various imprints—or seeds of karmic instinct—have
been planted on your mind. When the conditions are right,
these seeds ripen and the deluded mind rises again.
The object itself is the
second factor encouraging this ripening. Most of the time
when the object is there near you and the karmic imprint is
there in your mind, bang!—delusion arises. A good example
is when you go shopping. The object is there on the shelf.
Through the sense perception of your eye you come into contact
with it and before you are aware of what is happening, your
mind sinks with attachment into the object. It can happen
in a very sneaky way and be extremely difficult to separate
your mind from this desired object. Your hand automatically
moves to your pocket, finds some money and you buy even before
you know what you are doing. It is so simple, isn't it! Thus
when the deluded subject (mind) comes into relationship with
the appropriate object, superstition explodes like an atomic
bomb.
In the West it is incredible
how everything is exaggerated so that the deluded mind is
certain to pay attention to it. "Look at this; how fantastic
it is!" This technique is used so extensively that even when
we give a meditation course we have to advertise, "Come to
our fantastic meditation course and learn all about your amazing
mind!" Western culture seems a little too much for me.
Buddha gave a very simple
name to all of this. He called the realm that we are living
in the desire world. It is now easy to see clearly why he
gave it this name. The desire world. Desire is here! The deluded
mind coming into contact with desirable objects leads to superstition
producing more and more delusion. It is for this reason that
Milarepa stayed in a cave. He knew that once the deluded mind
comes into contact with the object of desire, delusions arise
uncontrollably. That is why he thought it better to avoid
such contact until his mind was tamed.
The object causing the
deluded mind to arise must have some relationship to the karmic
imprint. That is why technically it is called a "related object."
For example, you may have a particular imprint of attachment
on your mind. This will be activated by an object having desirable
qualities, but not by one having repulsive, hateful qualities.
Thus there has to be the proper combination of both the imprint
on the mind of the subject and the object's characteristic
qualities. If there is no contact with an appropriate object,
it is impossible for the subjective delusion to function.
The third factor mentioned
by Lama Tsongkhapa is influences from the outside. Negative,
misleading friends giving you deluded information are included
here. These are the people you know who make you confused.
Therefore whom you have for friends, whom you stay in close
contact with, is very important. All around you people are
drinking, for instance. If you have some kind of control,
you may be able to remain uninfluenced by them for a week
or so. But after a while you can no longer control yourself
because the situation is too overpowering.
It is very difficult to
maintain control in opposition to such influence. If you check
up in your own life, I am sure that you will find many examples
of this. Such influence is not limited to bad friends or good
friends. In your life you have so many "teachers," people
who feed you information that only adds to your delusions.
Therefore it is very important to stay around those people
who give you the right vibration, the wisdom vibration. This
is much better than exposing yourself all the time to polluted,
confused vibrations. But this does not mean that you give
up completely on all misleading friends, hating them and having
bad thoughts about them. No, this should not be your reaction.
It is essential always to remain compassionate. Also remember
that we are polluted already; our friends are not to blame
for our delusions. Their influence just makes this pollution
thicker and thicker.
The Western mind is very interesting. In some respects it
is very skeptical, doubting everything. This can be a very
good attitude, especially when surrounded by untruth. Yet
in some respects the Western mind is totally the opposite
of skeptical. If it sees something that has one good aspect,
that has one interesting side to it, without hesitation it
accepts the whole thing as good. This overly emotional attitude
is very dangerous. Every philosophy, doctrine, and religion
has at least one point which is good. Even the most evil person
in the world—whoever that may be according to your interpretation—has
something good about him or her. Therefore, the mind that
runs uncontrollably to things that it finds interesting can
easily grasp onto what is really not very good at all.
I do not know why, but
it seems that the Western mind likes mixtures. Something that
has many different flavors mixed together in it is seen as
very interesting. Please check up and see if this observation
is correct. In any event, such an attitude can cause problems
in certain situations. For instance, you might be listening
to someone expressing an idea which, in fact, is a total misconception.
You think, "It does not matter if what he says is true or
not, it is interesting. Let him tell me more." I think the
Western mind is like that, having incredible curiosity and
ready to listen to anything. But actually, each misconception,
each piece of wrong information that you grasp at in this
way thickens your deluded mind. That is why I said that this
uncritical attitude can be dangerous.
All this relates to the
fourth factor causing delusions to arise: following false
teachings. This factor differs from the previous one, which
concerns going together with those who are bad influences.
The third factor relates in general to your life style, to
your surroundings. This fourth factor, however, means believing
that someone is a special teacher and therefore listening
to and following all the wrong conceptions he or she teaches.
For example, at the time
of Shakyamuni Buddha there lived a man who wanted liberation
very badly, and so he went to see a certain guru. The guru
told him to kill a thousand people and make a rosary out of
their thumbs. "When you are finished, and have gained realizations,
come back to me for more teachings." This man, known as Angulimala,
actually believed this so-called guru, and collected 999 thumbs
before he finally met Buddha and was persuaded to practice
real Dharma. His devotion had been blind, and led to nothing
but suffering.
Teachings, of whatever
quality, can be very interesting. But when people find things
interesting it often just means that they crave information.
The same thing can be seen in children. Before Western children
go to sleep they like their mother or father to read them
a story. That's true, isn't it? The stories are very interesting,
but most of them are garbage. Children are very sensitive
and have fantastic imaginations. They also believe in things
very strongly, so that what they hear makes a deep imprint
on their minds. Most parents are not fully aware of this and
think, "It doesn't matter. As long as the kid likes this story
and falls asleep, that's okay." There is no idea of what kind
of effect it is having on the child's mind, what result it
is producing. The important thing is that he falls asleep
quickly so that you can be free, free to go to sleep yourself
or whatever. Just as long he doesn't make any noise. But this
is not right. It is not being kind to your children to give
them such garbage information. It only makes their delusions
and superstitions thicker and thicker.
Of course, if you have
wisdom you can read any type of garbage information at all
without being affected by it. You can be checking up on it
without taking it all in greedily. That's okay. But when you
are too interested, too attracted—"Yes, yes, tell me more!"—it
leaves a very strong impression on your mind. There is a total
lack of discriminating wisdom-knowledge, no clear idea of
what is right and wrong. You take everything in with no judgment
whatsoever.
The same is true about
all types of information. So much comes in but generally there
is no integration and no differentiation between what is useful
and what is harmful. In fact, nearly every aspect of popular
Western culture—books, magazines, movies, television and the
like—is totally dedicated to producing more and more desire
and superstition. There are exceptions to this, of course.
Some movies, for instance, are different. But most of them
show you what you like, what the superstitious mind wants
to see.
Anything to arouse your
interest. The people who create these films, books and so
forth have a practical understanding of psychology. They know
exactly what arouses people's desires and superstitions and
what will make them more confused than they already are.
In short, misconceptions
and misinformation cause more delusion if the mind lacks discriminating
wisdom-knowledge. You receive so much information from the
television, for example, that you actually become excited.
Sometimes you cannot take it any longer and have to leave
the room! So whatever information there is that makes you
become more confused should be avoided as much as possible.
The fifth factor increasing
the strength of the delusions is habit. It can work this way:
at one time you had a certain experience with an object. When
you meet a similar object you remember the first experience,
and each time you repeat the action the strength of that memory
increases, becoming more powerful and distorted in your imagination.
Habit builds up certain associations so strongly that whenever
a similar situation arises, your mind automatically runs towards
delusion. Some people become so obsessed in this way with
a deluded object that they cannot forget it. Why does this
happen! Because the experience has been repeated over and
over and over again, making the imprint of it thicker and
thicker. The mind dwells in the recollection of this experience,
adding to the delusion. A person cannot even sleep without
a vision of that object appearing in his or her dreams. I
am sure that everyone has had experience with this phenomenon.
If a habit is repeated often enough and its imprint becomes
strong enough, you can actually go mad.
Sometimes the object of
delusion forcefully impresses itself on your imagination.
For example, in the West when you are about to part from a
girlfriend or boyfriend, you both plead, "Please don't forget
me! Keep me in your memory. If you forget me, it means you
don't love me anymore." That's why you are not free. You can
see that you are not free because you have become obsessed
in this way with one object.
The sixth factor also
concerns things that appear interesting. When the memory of
something comes, you make a certain type of judgment about
it: "This thing is so good. It is fantastic. It has this quality,
and that quality, and this and that..." You exaggerate tremendously
the worth of something until it does not resemble the original
at all. It has become merely the product of your mistaken
conceptualizations.
You have a boyfriend,
for example, with whom you are obsessed. You find his every
movement and gesture interesting. The way he walks, what he
says, what he does—it all seems good to you. Even when he
does something incredibly bad, for you it becomes a source
of pleasure. You are concentrating so much on his attractive
qualities that his negative aspects are totally obscured.
The mind works in such
a way, however, that if one day he says something particularly
unpleasant to you, your attitude begins to change. You think,
"He's not nice at all." Your mind concentrates on this thought.
"Not nice, not nice, not nice..." Soon everything about him
appears repulsive; there is nothing about him anymore that
is pleasing to you. You can see this happen, can't you! It
is incredible how the deluded mind works. First something
appears completely positive and then it changes to its opposite.
But I say that it is totally impossible for any object, any
sentient being to be completely positive or completely negative.
Everything has both positive and negative energy. It is only
the obsessed mind that sees things in terms of black and white.
There is a certain saying I heard in the West: "You hear what
you want to hear." This is a very accurate psychological statement,
a very good Dharma point. It emphasizes the truth of what
we have been discussing.
Seeing some kind of desirable
object, then, always involves an overestimation. Its good
aspects are emphasized so much that you lose all judgment
about it. Simultaneously, you view that object as if it were
somehow self-existent. You conceive of it as something permanent,
existing self-sufficiently the way it appears to you. You
fail to see that the way it appears is actually a function
of your own projections. Instead, you think that these exaggerated
qualities come from the object itself rather than being what
you have put onto the object from your own side. You do not
see what has happened. This deluded projection covering the
object is much thicker than make-up. Impermanent things are
viewed as permanent. Objects being in the nature of suffering
are thought of as the causes of happiness. And although all
things lack true, independent self-existence, they are conceived
of as having such self-existence.
Je Tsongkhapa defined
this process as holding onto something that has nothing to
do with reality. It is completely unrelated to the way things
actually exist. You grasp onto something, perceiving and believing
it to exist in a certain way, and as a result your delusions
grow. The deluded mind becomes more powerful. This brings
us back to an earlier point: whatever exists—good news, bad
news, heaven and hell, samsara or nirvana—is a manifestation
of the mind. When the mind is covered with superstitions it
creates suffering. Therefore, in order to gain release from
this suffering it is important to understand both the characteristic
nature of the deluded mind and the factors causing these superstitions
to arise and increase. So check up and meditate on these six
factors. It is so worthwhile. Your understanding can become
so powerful that it makes your mind really straight. Otherwise
there is no way to begin to rid yourself of delusions.
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